On Valentine's Day...What a jerk...are you doing ok? I am so sorry. Life is going to get better--hopefully, it can't get any worse.<p>I really am tired tonight...I barely make it through the week--and I am dead on Friday nights.<p>3 messages from my H tonight---gosh, if he is going to leave--why doesn't he just leave? I can see my life continuing like this---it gives me nightmares [img]images/icons/grin.gif" border="0[/img] <p>Write and tell me how you are doing...I am here if you need to vent. Seems like there are so many new people on lately..and they all are hurting so bad. Sometimes it is hard for me to respond anymore. I feel empty inside--and somehow I need to refresh and refill myself...does that make sense?? Hope you are ok...take care Pat

Hey Pat,<p>Hope ball games go better today for you. I have read your recent post and feel for you, at least my WH isn't a jerk like yours, he's just a jerk in other ways. Yeah like the valentine thing!!<p>I too don't want to be married to the man that he has become, but I still grieve for the marriage and the future that we had planned, and I miss the interaction that my family had. Lately I can't say that I miss my WH.<p>How can you get around middle Daughter not wanting to see here dad? How hard, I can't imagine making her go, but that might be the best and let her blast him and be a real pain in the ^$$, she is a teen she knows how to do that!!<p>Poor Kyle, I am sure that he is so totally confused, wants his dad so much and then gets blasted for the behavior, he just wants the attention but isn't sure how to get it. The Jerk!!<p>Oh well, I must go give my mom a perm, and my daughter has a friend for the weekend, did the bowling already this morning!! Bowled good too, hope they do as well in the tournment tomorrow!!<p>Did you get any snow yet? We got 4 inches, not so bad!! <p>Dawn [img]images/icons/smile.gif" border="0[/img]<p>[ March 02, 2002: Message edited by: daybreak ]</p>