.......Just a little update, woke up this morning and was served breakfast in bed..WOW! Didn't really get to talk much about anything for fear of getting into an argument which tend to run rampant especially during the weekends. My h says this is the devils way to hinder us from enjoying ourselves in church. <p>I really couldn't sleep last night, suffering from a real bad sinus infection. After tossing and turning, my H gives me medicine, rubs vaseline on my poor nose and strokes my hair to help me sleep. I love when he's like that! <p>Everyone who responded on my previous post, again thanks! I plan on seeking out the help of church staff tomorrow and also see if my medical insurance will cover any individual counseling. I realize there are alot of deep issues that i've never dealt with. I tend to be a real people pleaser and am really sensitive. <p>I think there is still a way i can put my foot down, yet remain respectful to my h, just haven't learned how to do that yet, but I will.<p>I'm reading a book right now called Emotional Infidelity how to avoid it and 10 other secrets for a great marriage by Gary Neuman. All this time i've been having a pity partying and playing the victim is not good either. I'm also reading Love letters for a lifetime by Dana Reeves,...didn't know people could really love like that?<p>Saw Bridges of Madison County by meryl streep and clint eastwood this morning, not a good movie to start off the day. <p>Well, i'll keep you posted....You guys are great
