What on earth am I dealing with?<p>H just rang to ask if he could take 6month old son who is unwell out for the day tomorrow...i have mastitis and need to breastfeed regularly so it wasnt a good idea as far as i was concerned, but asked him to make the call...he seemed more interested in how hed look if he did take him. he then said that his opinion doesnt count anyway...which i think he got from a conversation months ago wen he was trying to give me advice about breastfeeding and letting him have our son for longer periods...<p>i said his opinion does count, but he says not. we talked about some things which i eased up on because i wanted his opinion and to make things easier for him...then he called me a liar, says i'm full of lies and that i'm wacked. then he asks wat sort of memory do i have? i said stop putting me down, he always does.<p>he says why do i do this all the time, go back and forth...<p>
its only been recently that ive decided to take my marriage seruiosly...that its a lifetime covenant no matter what he does...and since then all hell breaks loose.<p>i never thought he thinks that low of me.<p>he says hes only nice so that i dont make life difficult for him with our son...true...i'm not easy to get on with if youve upset me and i'll back off and put up a defence...but i dont want to limit him with our son...<p>i told him tonight not to ring me anymore like this, that if he wants to communicate something to get a mediator. and tomorrow i'll have to find someone to have our son so he can pick him up from there...<p>I think he thinks I'm up and down in the way that I come across as wanting him, then not wanting him.<p>just need to vent...its late at night...wen he normally rings and i get upset and cant sleep becvause i have no one to talk to this late.<p>Dancer<p>[ March 09, 2002: Message edited by: Dancer ]</p>
