Just in case anyone was wondering where I have been....we had a computer problem, some kind of virus that knocks the whole system down. <p>Well Guess who fixed it?? ME!!! I am no computer geek and Im pretty proud of myself, I reconfigured everything on this system. ME!!!<p>Guess what was the first site I went to??? Come on, take a guess!! It was this one!!<p>Hope everyones been well, I look forward to catching up soon. <p>Susie

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Hey, HI!<p>So how about an update?

Welcome back!<p>Nice to see you are taking advantage of life's little opportunities. You made lemonade from lemons. Found out you could do something that you never would have thought possible if not for that virus. [img]images/icons/wink.gif" border="0[/img]

Update! Update! Update!<p>How is it going?<p>Hoping

Hello..well I Guess Im no computer expert after all. The whole thing crashed again shortly after I fixed it. It would have been fine if I never turned it off!! Anyway, had to delete everything and start from scratch..(not me, the computer geeks at H's work)<p>Anyway, things are going good!! Im almost scared to say it in case I jinx it. I still have triggers, but am trying to control them. H has been trying really hard to make things better. <p>Will update more soon...babys crying.<p>Susie

Ok..I may get 5 more minutes of nap time about of the little man...<p>Anyway, I am starting to feel better emotionaly about the future, still apprehensive about his whereabouts, and continuing to check on him. Difference is that this time, he "reports" into me about where he is during the day. I feel kind of like I'm treating him like a child when he does this, but it does make me feel better that he volunteers the information. I am also trying not to speak of his EA's, its so hard, because I have always been one to communicate my feelings, good or bad.<p>Certainly everything is not perfect, but maybe we are on the right road finally. I hope so, because one things for sure, I cant go through this a third time.<p>One last thing, I am setting up an appointment with a phychiatrist for myself, also my H, but separate sessions. There are some deep issues that we arent resolving on our own, and my family doctor thinks this is the best way to go. Any opinions on the matter??