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Well, today is my wife's birthday. It is also the 17th anniversary of the day I asked her to marry me and spend the rest of her life with me.<p>Today I thank God that she is still with me, yet I wonder if we will be able to make it for the rest of our lives. I am back on the roller coaster of emotions that controlled me in the days following D-Day. Not because of her A, but because of what I consider a complete lack of progress in her commitment to me and our marriage. I am tired of being the "giver", and getting nothing back. I'm tired of "agape", unconditional love. I'm tired of accepting that my needs won't be met. I'm tired.<p>But I know that I may have a long haul ahead of me, so I need to develop stamina for these tough times. Unfortunately, I have no one outside this forum to tell these things too. I want to be built up, praised, encouraged, thanked, tenderly touched, and made love to. (I can get the first 4 on this forum, but not the last 2 - RATS).<p>But enough about me. Today is for my wife. When I proposed to her 17 years ago, the day started with a present at breakfast, another at lunch, the engagement ring at dinner, and a single rose before bed.<p>Today I have tried to recreate that day, sort of. When my wife awkened, she had a present waiting. When she comes back from walking with her girlfriends, there will be flowers. When we have dinner, presents. And when she turns back the covers, a single red rose. Maybe emotions will be kindled. But I have learned not to expect too much.<p>My struggle today: thoughts of the OM. He had told her back in the heated days of the A that he hoped to be celebrating her next b'day together, with no restraints.<p>Of course, that ain't happening. But I still wonder what my W would do if he showed up today, or called.<p>At this point, I have to let it go, and let God take care of it.<p>For the umpteenth time, I have to thank all you good people here who take the time to read my posts, and reply. You have no idea what a lifeline and a blessing you have been in my life.<p>I have learned what true love is all about on these pages. I have also learned how to survive without such love.<p>God Bless.

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Awwww Boppo57.. What a romantic day you have planned! I wish you the very best...<p>{{{Hugs}}}

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Boppo57 what a wonderful, romantic day you've planned! I hope it does rekindle old feelings and create new ones. May the blessings of God be upon you and your wife on this special day. Enjoy [img]images/icons/smile.gif" border="0[/img]

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Hey Boppo - Your plans for the day sound wonderful. My best hopes and wishes for a very positive outcome.<p>On another note - try not to think about the OM. Try to create new memories for your upcoming future together. So, next year at this time you can look back and have something good to think about instead of the OM to think about. Concentrate on the present, not the past, until you have a year of pasts filled with pleasant thoughts to remember. <p>Take care of yourself. You are doing great. I wish you the best for a wonderful day.

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Hey Boppo!<p>I was out of town... I hope the day went well for you and your wife!<p>Cali


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