Hey PI I haven't heard from you for a few days, have you recieved my emails? You mentioned that your WS wanted to see your emails, and I thought if he wasn't happy about some of the things we discussed he may have deleted them before you read them. Please contact me and let me know how you are doing! God Bless

PI -- I am also thinking about you/concerned about you. I hope everything is ok?<p>Please let us know how you are doing?

Monika and Unsure,<p>Sorry. Ive been busy with my new job. Plus I feel like Im in a new faze and I want to do things for my self . Keep busy. I just wanted at least one hour without thinking about all of this mess. You know? And guess what.....I have! As time goes on, I start living my life again. Feels so good. Thanks guys for your concern. It means alot to me to know someone cares. I have been thinking about youguys too. Please write back and let me know how things are going.<p>As for us, we are getting along. My H is being nice to me. Not overly nice, just nice. And doing little things to show me he cares. And not the normal make up things(flowers, "im sorrys",etc...). More meaning full things. But hes still not saying I love you and he still isnt wearing his ring. So it makes me wonder what his true intentions are. Is he being nice because he wants to cool things down for when he files? Or is he really trying? I dont know. And because hes lied so much, my heart wont trust him. So im still here just doin my thing . He knows full well where I stand. He knows how much I love him. And after he read my emails,he really knows just how much. So we will see what comes of this. I hope this is real.<p>Did you read my poem? Unconditional love.<p>Miss you,
PI