Oh Em Gee, another new user... - 03/14/12 10:10 AM
Well I guess I should start off by saying I'm new here.
I've been reading dribs and drabs here and there and this site has helped me quite a bit.
Anyway, on to my story:
So my wife of nearly seven years cheated on me recently. Dec 16th, 2011 to be precise. I am at a loss because of the events leading up to the cheating.
Fri. 16th Dec - She was at a party that night. What kills me is that I went down to that party that night and begged and pleaded with her to come home. I began to have a serious panic attack. She told me that she was fine and that she was just going to have a few drinks and crash at the party which was at her best friends house. She told me she loved me and all that jazz. Normally I wouldn't have a problem with that but that night I just felt something was really amiss. I was in such bad shape I could barely drive away. I had to crash at a friends house who lived a block away.
Sat. 17th Dec - The next morning I went home and had a nap. My wife came home and I asked her about the night. She was very nonchalant about the whole thing and acted as if nothing happened. However in text messages with her later that day she was very combative (uncharacteristically so) about her spending the night and not being able to party (which is completely tomfoolery, I usually let her do all that sort of stuff).
I really got the heebie-jeebies about the whole thing. That night I went through her purse and her digital camera because I couldn't sleep. I found pictures that were alarming, but rather innocent. So I checked her cell phone. She had deleted all her text messages which really, really set off all my alarm bells.
Sun. 18th, Dec - She decided to go to Karaoke at a local bar. I asked her why she didn't invite me. She said I could go, so I hatched a plan. The plan was to invite a friend so that I could move about the bar as much as I wanted to arousing the least amount of suspicion as to what I was doing and how much alcohol I was providing my wife. The idea is that the friend would also provide some moral support if things turned ugly. Turns out, none of my friends could make it, given that it was a Sunday night. So I had to improvise. I spent my last $30 to my name providing my wife and her friends with drinks.
At the end of the night I drove her friends home and took my wife home. After I dropped off her friends my wife was behaving a little odd. Firstly I noticed that she opted to stay in the backseat of the car behind me. Secondly, I noticed that she was texting quite heavily on her cell phone. The texting isn't that abnormal for her right after a night with friends, but something was different. Thirdly, the conversation got a little bit odd, particularly the subject matter of her wedding ring and the events leading up to the party she went to.
So I did the usual ablutions before going to bed. I laid there, I felt like I was going to have another panic attack but I held it together. I waited and waited until I heard my wife snoring (Haha, yes women snore!). I then quietly got out of bed and sneaked my way over to her side of the bed where her cell phone rests. She was clutching it in her hands. I managed to slide it out and check the contents. In it I found text messages to the kid (Yes, KID... 21 years old) that she had slept with on the 16th.
I found all kinds of hurtful things in there and he even went so far as to send her a picture of his penis after she requested several times for one.
The texts go as follows:
WW: Hahaha we're at the quinny! Wish you were here!! Just wanna say your hot! Hahaha drunk texting is the best! Lol
OM: Haha I wish I was there
WW: It's packed!!!! Good times!!! You have to come next time! I need eye candy
OM: Haha ill see what I can do lol
WW: You better....
WW: You started something that's hard to stop.... Hahaha sorry!!!
OM: What did I start
WW: Oh you know.... Lol seriously! God I'm evil! I hope We 're cool?
OM: Yeah we are
WW: You're F***ing hot! I sometimes think it was all a dream! Lol
OM: Haha I'm not that hot common
WW: Seriously why don't you think that way? You are!!! Don't be like that!!!
OM: Lol
WW: Send me a picture?
OM: Of
WW: You know... I promise i wont show anyone!
WW: Come on.... Pretty please!....
OM: well you might lol
WW: I might what?
WW: ?
WW: Am i annoying you?
WW: I'm waiting... lol
OM: Lol no I was munchin out lol
OM: And you mioght get caught with it on your phone
WW: I won't! Please just do it I'm a pro at hiding [censored]! I need to see it!
WW: Yeah i know sounds bad...
OM: *Insert photo of penis*
WW: Omg! You just made my night! I'll be dreaming of you tonight! Lol
OM: Your welcome
OM: No more
WW: K
WW: Hahaha i love it
WW: It's all good I'm keeping that pic
OM: Lol
WW: Whatcha doing?
OM: Juzt going to pAss out here
WW: Good night
OM: G-night
After backing up all of this I took the picture and printed it out. On it I scrawled in black felt:
"You need to come clean with me and stop lying.
Love YOUR HUSBAND NotMyUserName"
Then I taped it to the bathroom mirror.
Then I got in my car, drove to a friends house. Around 6:00 AM after not being able to sleep I called my wife on her cell. I told her to go look in the bathroom then I hung up.
Unbeknownst to me I pretty much played this as best I could and surprisingly close to the suggestions on this site.
I left the house for several days, but I made sure that she was exposed. I made sure her Mother and Step Father knew, her brother and sister-in-law. I made sure that her best friend knew that I knew that she knew. I pretty much made it very clear to all the people important in our lives what had transpired (save the really slimy details).
She wasn't going to tell me at all. She told me when I confronted her that she wasn't going to tell me until after New Years, maybe even never.
What is worse is that I found out later after confronting her about the whole thing was that she was also doing cocaine at the party. She tried to TT/Gas Light me on the whole subject, but I had enough proof to get the whole story.
We have decided to get back together. I am worried though that she might have taken things underground. I feel like this just might be me being irrational, but how does one know for sure?
I have asked her for no contact. She has slipped up slightly as she was creeping on this kids new girlfriend on Facebook which I consider contact.
I have put into place some precautions such as a keylogger on her P.C. etc...
Any pointers?
P.S. this whole situation kind of has a silver lining. Had I not found out, and my wife would have continued her behaviour leading up to Christmas I would have committed suicide. This whole thing has caused me to really examine how I have been living (or not living) my own life.
I've been reading dribs and drabs here and there and this site has helped me quite a bit.
Anyway, on to my story:
So my wife of nearly seven years cheated on me recently. Dec 16th, 2011 to be precise. I am at a loss because of the events leading up to the cheating.
Fri. 16th Dec - She was at a party that night. What kills me is that I went down to that party that night and begged and pleaded with her to come home. I began to have a serious panic attack. She told me that she was fine and that she was just going to have a few drinks and crash at the party which was at her best friends house. She told me she loved me and all that jazz. Normally I wouldn't have a problem with that but that night I just felt something was really amiss. I was in such bad shape I could barely drive away. I had to crash at a friends house who lived a block away.
Sat. 17th Dec - The next morning I went home and had a nap. My wife came home and I asked her about the night. She was very nonchalant about the whole thing and acted as if nothing happened. However in text messages with her later that day she was very combative (uncharacteristically so) about her spending the night and not being able to party (which is completely tomfoolery, I usually let her do all that sort of stuff).
I really got the heebie-jeebies about the whole thing. That night I went through her purse and her digital camera because I couldn't sleep. I found pictures that were alarming, but rather innocent. So I checked her cell phone. She had deleted all her text messages which really, really set off all my alarm bells.
Sun. 18th, Dec - She decided to go to Karaoke at a local bar. I asked her why she didn't invite me. She said I could go, so I hatched a plan. The plan was to invite a friend so that I could move about the bar as much as I wanted to arousing the least amount of suspicion as to what I was doing and how much alcohol I was providing my wife. The idea is that the friend would also provide some moral support if things turned ugly. Turns out, none of my friends could make it, given that it was a Sunday night. So I had to improvise. I spent my last $30 to my name providing my wife and her friends with drinks.
At the end of the night I drove her friends home and took my wife home. After I dropped off her friends my wife was behaving a little odd. Firstly I noticed that she opted to stay in the backseat of the car behind me. Secondly, I noticed that she was texting quite heavily on her cell phone. The texting isn't that abnormal for her right after a night with friends, but something was different. Thirdly, the conversation got a little bit odd, particularly the subject matter of her wedding ring and the events leading up to the party she went to.
So I did the usual ablutions before going to bed. I laid there, I felt like I was going to have another panic attack but I held it together. I waited and waited until I heard my wife snoring (Haha, yes women snore!). I then quietly got out of bed and sneaked my way over to her side of the bed where her cell phone rests. She was clutching it in her hands. I managed to slide it out and check the contents. In it I found text messages to the kid (Yes, KID... 21 years old) that she had slept with on the 16th.
I found all kinds of hurtful things in there and he even went so far as to send her a picture of his penis after she requested several times for one.
The texts go as follows:
WW: Hahaha we're at the quinny! Wish you were here!! Just wanna say your hot! Hahaha drunk texting is the best! Lol
OM: Haha I wish I was there
WW: It's packed!!!! Good times!!! You have to come next time! I need eye candy
OM: Haha ill see what I can do lol
WW: You better....
WW: You started something that's hard to stop.... Hahaha sorry!!!
OM: What did I start
WW: Oh you know.... Lol seriously! God I'm evil! I hope We 're cool?
OM: Yeah we are
WW: You're F***ing hot! I sometimes think it was all a dream! Lol
OM: Haha I'm not that hot common
WW: Seriously why don't you think that way? You are!!! Don't be like that!!!
OM: Lol
WW: Send me a picture?
OM: Of
WW: You know... I promise i wont show anyone!
WW: Come on.... Pretty please!....
OM: well you might lol
WW: I might what?
WW: ?
WW: Am i annoying you?
WW: I'm waiting... lol
OM: Lol no I was munchin out lol
OM: And you mioght get caught with it on your phone
WW: I won't! Please just do it I'm a pro at hiding [censored]! I need to see it!
WW: Yeah i know sounds bad...
OM: *Insert photo of penis*
WW: Omg! You just made my night! I'll be dreaming of you tonight! Lol
OM: Your welcome
OM: No more
WW: K
WW: Hahaha i love it
WW: It's all good I'm keeping that pic
OM: Lol
WW: Whatcha doing?
OM: Juzt going to pAss out here
WW: Good night
OM: G-night
After backing up all of this I took the picture and printed it out. On it I scrawled in black felt:
"You need to come clean with me and stop lying.
Love YOUR HUSBAND NotMyUserName"
Then I taped it to the bathroom mirror.
Then I got in my car, drove to a friends house. Around 6:00 AM after not being able to sleep I called my wife on her cell. I told her to go look in the bathroom then I hung up.
Unbeknownst to me I pretty much played this as best I could and surprisingly close to the suggestions on this site.
I left the house for several days, but I made sure that she was exposed. I made sure her Mother and Step Father knew, her brother and sister-in-law. I made sure that her best friend knew that I knew that she knew. I pretty much made it very clear to all the people important in our lives what had transpired (save the really slimy details).
She wasn't going to tell me at all. She told me when I confronted her that she wasn't going to tell me until after New Years, maybe even never.
What is worse is that I found out later after confronting her about the whole thing was that she was also doing cocaine at the party. She tried to TT/Gas Light me on the whole subject, but I had enough proof to get the whole story.
We have decided to get back together. I am worried though that she might have taken things underground. I feel like this just might be me being irrational, but how does one know for sure?
I have asked her for no contact. She has slipped up slightly as she was creeping on this kids new girlfriend on Facebook which I consider contact.
I have put into place some precautions such as a keylogger on her P.C. etc...
Any pointers?
P.S. this whole situation kind of has a silver lining. Had I not found out, and my wife would have continued her behaviour leading up to Christmas I would have committed suicide. This whole thing has caused me to really examine how I have been living (or not living) my own life.