Need opinions of what to do in this situation - 06/02/14 11:11 AM
I�m not sure where to turn with this but here it goes. I lost my father 4 months ago. He suffered from cancer and Parkinson disease and last couple of years were very difficult for him physically and mentally. Last couple of months he lived in the hospice near home, since his health was deteriorating quickly.
It was hard time for my mother, to me and my family. I miss him a lot. Their marriage wasn�t cloudless during its 40+ years, my dad was bossy, he used to ridicule my mother in front of other people. My mother didn�t like it of course but didn�t do anything against it either. I stood up for my mother many times and said to him that this is not ok to treat my mom like that. During his illness their relationship became somewhat warmer and better, he said nice things about her in front of us, he apologised to her many times, to me, to my DH for being such an inconsiderate person.
Now, to the issue. In two months or so after my dad died my mother found a new man. Some repairman who she asked to help her in the household. She was surprised and even upset over this, because my father was an only man and she somewhat felt like she betrayed him. I told her that in my opinion it is very-very early, take at least a year to mourn properly, grow stronger, etc and in this very vulnerable state she is right now she puts herself into risk of taken advantage of emotionally and financially, after my father�s death she runs a big house and she has money. It seemed to me that she took that into consideration and ended this new relationship quite quickly, on top of everything else, it turned out that this guy was married. I thought that she learned her lesson.
But she stated that she wants to find someone by her side, she is still young, 64, my father was 9 yrs older. I found out just yesterday (although I suspected it earlier) that she has signed up to the dating sites and has found herself a new man. A psychologist �who has helped her a lot during the mourning�. He is not married and he doesn't have kids, he is 66 tall foreigner "who are always better men" She was very adamant about how this is her decision and her life and I just have to accept it. I never ever thought that my mother turns into a teenager, talking about the need of privacy and demanding acceptance.
I�m thinking of many things, like how her life with my father was not rosy and now she has found a way to start over with someone else. Like how they probably didn�t have proper sexual relationship for years because of my dad�s illness. Like how can she abandon my father � although dead � so quickly. She started to sell and give away my dad�s clothes and tools almost immediately after he passed away, no item seemed to be dear enough to her for keepsake. I�m so sad and confused � how can a person be forgotten so quickly like he didn�t live at all?
This illness changed my father a lot, he changed to a father I always wanted, who listened and gave feedback, was accepting and warm, we had couple of good talks over the times he came over to have the cancer treatment (we met every three weeks for the past 1,5 yrs). He also turned to a good grandfather, made jokes and accepted our kids as they were, he also apologised to my DH. Knowing all this I just cannot cope with what is going on in my mother.
It seems to me that my opinion matters to her, she said that no one else knows about this new guy, only me and she plans to take it slowly . It's been 4 months.. I don�t know what to do. Should I do anything at all? It is still very soon.
It was hard time for my mother, to me and my family. I miss him a lot. Their marriage wasn�t cloudless during its 40+ years, my dad was bossy, he used to ridicule my mother in front of other people. My mother didn�t like it of course but didn�t do anything against it either. I stood up for my mother many times and said to him that this is not ok to treat my mom like that. During his illness their relationship became somewhat warmer and better, he said nice things about her in front of us, he apologised to her many times, to me, to my DH for being such an inconsiderate person.
Now, to the issue. In two months or so after my dad died my mother found a new man. Some repairman who she asked to help her in the household. She was surprised and even upset over this, because my father was an only man and she somewhat felt like she betrayed him. I told her that in my opinion it is very-very early, take at least a year to mourn properly, grow stronger, etc and in this very vulnerable state she is right now she puts herself into risk of taken advantage of emotionally and financially, after my father�s death she runs a big house and she has money. It seemed to me that she took that into consideration and ended this new relationship quite quickly, on top of everything else, it turned out that this guy was married. I thought that she learned her lesson.
But she stated that she wants to find someone by her side, she is still young, 64, my father was 9 yrs older. I found out just yesterday (although I suspected it earlier) that she has signed up to the dating sites and has found herself a new man. A psychologist �who has helped her a lot during the mourning�. He is not married and he doesn't have kids, he is 66 tall foreigner "who are always better men" She was very adamant about how this is her decision and her life and I just have to accept it. I never ever thought that my mother turns into a teenager, talking about the need of privacy and demanding acceptance.
I�m thinking of many things, like how her life with my father was not rosy and now she has found a way to start over with someone else. Like how they probably didn�t have proper sexual relationship for years because of my dad�s illness. Like how can she abandon my father � although dead � so quickly. She started to sell and give away my dad�s clothes and tools almost immediately after he passed away, no item seemed to be dear enough to her for keepsake. I�m so sad and confused � how can a person be forgotten so quickly like he didn�t live at all?
This illness changed my father a lot, he changed to a father I always wanted, who listened and gave feedback, was accepting and warm, we had couple of good talks over the times he came over to have the cancer treatment (we met every three weeks for the past 1,5 yrs). He also turned to a good grandfather, made jokes and accepted our kids as they were, he also apologised to my DH. Knowing all this I just cannot cope with what is going on in my mother.
It seems to me that my opinion matters to her, she said that no one else knows about this new guy, only me and she plans to take it slowly . It's been 4 months.. I don�t know what to do. Should I do anything at all? It is still very soon.