Originally Posted by Coolbeginnings
Sometimes I think a lot of his treatment has been a call for my attention! I should have put more pics up of us 2.

I still get that lurching horrible feeling, is this actually happening? Oh yes it is. I woke up in the middle of the night thinking BF was here then remembered oh no he is not we have split up.

Don't guilt trip yourself like that. No, it wasn't a call for your attention. If he wanted to be with you he would have fought for you at the time. If he was treating you badly, that's a sign he didn't really want to be with you.

I know that sick feeling frown I know it's gut wrenching. You can get through this.