Originally Posted by Coolbeginnings
I have cried all morning - haven't stopped. Just realising from what you are all saying and his actions how he didn't want the relationship. He was just there for the children.

He sent a message to the new IM this morning - saying that he has heard he needs to contact her now. So i guess thats that then. Cant believe how he didn't really love me at all and has been stringing me along. I loved him so much, and I cant believe he is not going to be a part of my life.

I am so sorry you are hurting, CB. I promise you it will get better. I want to remind you of how unhappy you have been for a very long time. But this will get better and you now have a chance to have a happy, fulfilled life.

"It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena.." Theodore Roosevelt

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