Oh dear.

So my best friend who is my IM has just called to tell me that she really doesn't want to do the role of IM. She has only done it for 2 days. That she has been suffering from some strong anxiety issues and that this making it worse. I think she didn't expect it to be so full on. So back to the drawing board.

I had such a good day yesterday - you guys are right you crave a DARK Plan B as you feel better.

I hate this, I really really hate this and just want it to be over. I think being with him was better than this.

It is a gorgeous sunny afternoon today, and I have been playing with my children in the garden and now they have gone to their Dads frown

I can't see me being able to move on at all. I am not crying but just thoroughly fed up.