Thanks guys I have pulled myself out the pit of despair and I am back in the room. It is so sunny here today so the kids and I went out for a long walk with some friends in the fresh air.

Have docs this week so might get something to see me through.

BF turned up at the house today randomly to drop some item of kids clothing. The kids and I were out.

You know what I am going to be ok. The only hole of Plan B now is me stopping asking the kids about him. Cutting off contact was the only way I know that now.

I am pretty resolute that I never want to get back with someone who treated me so poorly. I am fine with that and there is a glimmer of hope & happiness for the future.

As Living Well said, I let him needle me today. Only for half the day though!!!!!

Last edited by Coolbeginnings; 03/01/20 08:57 AM.