Its really funny. Last week I was really slipping into withdrawal and ready to move on. Then its almost as if BF sensed it, then upped all affection / attention and being super affectionate. Then as soon as I relax again he pulls away. I am tired of it and not sure I want to be part of these silly games. He can so cold when he wants to be and flit over to being warm and affectionate again. I really thought we had turned a corner, but this immature behaviour has me zoned out. I am really doing ok without him being here and have a sense of well being.

I was stuck in a place of wanting to come home and now I am not sure I want him home at all. Same old pattern thurs, fri and sat he is lovely then sun, mon and tues pretty dismal.