Morning all

I have had a tough week mentally and vented here but acted postively towards BF as Dr Harley said.

I am battling staying in this at times it’s been over 2 years since he has initiated spending one to one time with me not a date, walk, lunch....nothing. I can’t remember the last time he told me he loved me. Probably 3 years ago? I have told him multiple times. I still have the affair that lingers in my mind how he told her that he loved her company and sent her loads of kisses on a text.

Yet there has been some positives him stopping his angry outbursts and trying to demonstrate faithfulness.

I am sorry as much as I want to keep my family together I am going to have to tell him. I can’t store it in any longer. It’s just plain weird.