Thanks for keeping me in check Living Well.

I just have moments where I feel totally insecure.

Sometimes I just ask myself what the hell I am doing and why don’t you just move on you deserve better? Most people would have given up by now.

Even now still we have been away for London for two nights and instead of focusing on the things he has done for me I focus on the things he hasn’t. Why do I do this? For example he organised lunch today at The Shard in London as a surprise for us all, yet I feel that some way he is just not that into me as he shows me no physical affection apart from a kiss hello or kiss goodbye?

I am starting to question whether the insecurity is my issues or just the way he makes me feel?