Spinning round in my head about talking to him.

I just don’t feel like there is any point. I feel like I am on a path
of healing being away from him and I can envisage a peaceful
Future for me and the kids.

I am also not sure I can deal with anymore rejection. I am also not sure that he is ever going to improve. If he is capable of causing the kids and I so much pain how is our life going to look like?

Reading lots about BPD and it all makes so much sense. I love you I hate and how they get close and everything is wonderful then they push you away.