This is hard.

So sent over a schedule to BF for over Christmas holidays, he has come back and said that actually he is happy to not see them Christmas Day and just see them Boxing Day.

I am happy with that.

Had a scene this morning. BF came to the house to pick up kids and DS is saying that he didn’t want to go. DD said I want to see Daddy but I don’t want to stay at his house. I encouraged DS to go but he cried saying he really didn’t want to. He always does this. So I told him I am not getting in between him and Daddy and he would have to tell him himself. When BF pulled up on the drive DS told him. DS came back indoors. Then DD said that she didn’t want to sleep at BFs house she wanted to come home tonight.

What a disaster. It will be much easier when they are at school.

IM also told me that BF has informed them that he is having some hospital treatment and biopsy for skin cancer. Oh wow he is really scraping the barrel. IM told me this as it may affect the schedule.