Ouch always hurts when they go to Dads. Why do I feel like my life is screwed.

He is flat out refusing to let me drop them at his house.

He bought me coffee again today. I stayed in the house as always so he didn’t even get a peep. Not hard I don’t want to set eyes on him. He beeped his car horn 3 times and drove off.

I go out for a long run as soon as they leave, helps pep up the spirit.