Just as I feel things were starting to get better, the UK goes into full national lockdown for 6 weeks. That means homeschooling 2 children and working. Last time I did this, it nearly broke me.

I have already sent an email to my employers asking to be furloughed for 4 weeks. Will see what they say.

When this happens I feel a lot of anger towards BF. He should be here supporting us as a family though this. It makes me so angry.

DS was with him today. He came back and told me that Daddy has given up drinking Mummy. Yes right.

Also DS always complains that he never spends anytime at the house with BF that they always go straight out. Any insight on this?