just so you know, i dont do any of this blindly... i Know what is going on, i Know what he is doing and i am protecting myself by not getting butterflies. oh, we still have fun and do things together - spend 15 hours a week Minimum doing fun stuff, etc. i Expect him to come back to me, i Expect him to stop the A, part of me Accepts that it mey not end.

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