DKA, I am a newbie. D day was last Thursday - my emotions are certainly like a roller coaster as Jerry stated and last Thursday - Friday - Saturday all I could "see" was them together - it drove me crazy!!!

Began getting easier Saturday evening when my WH finally admitted the last thing I knew he had to tell me. He has been transparent and now I only think of them together about 10 times a day instead of like 100 times.

We have embraced the concepts on this web site and read together. I think we are moving quickly down the road to recovery but I also know there will be bumps in the road. However, I am now in a positive place where before I thought I would never STOP crying or feeling the hatred I did.

I wish you the best of luck - keep your chin up and my recommendation is do something wonderful for YOU!!