I am so torn. It's not easy to turn off the feelings I have for this woman. Yes, I have only known her for 4 months, but we have a compatibility that makes it very difficult for me to leave. Objectively, I know that is the right thing to do, and I know I am weak for not being able to just do it.

We both have so much work to do on ourselves before we should even consider another relationship, let alone with each other. I was hoping we could do that work together, but I'm realizing that is most likely not possible. It's too painful.