Specifically I'm gonna come home and hug her, apologize for how I abused her all weekend. I'm then gonna make her a healthy dinner because she told me she wanted one. Then I'll make her a bath to soak her sore legs from the marathon. Then I'm gonna listen to her all night if need be. I want to show her through my actions that she can believe me that I won't read into anything again. Tell her that I recognize what dishonesty is and that I will never hold my feelings back. I AM committed to ending DJs and protecting her from my disgusting rancid behavior. I want to give her a reason to love me and I haven't done that in a long time. I don't want to lose her.

Married 15 years
12 y/o DD
10 y/o DS
6 y/o DD