I did well on friday, had visitors, got taken out to an expensive restaurant with friends and even had a pleasant text message from WH during the day. <p>It probably helped that WH asked me 3times to stay for pizza (b4 I did) 2 nites earlier. I'd even prayed about it. That was a shock and a half, but from experience, not something I should get too excited about. I'll just treasure it and put it away for now.<p>He had our baby ON last nite and it broke my heart to see him look so downcast and lost as he walked back to his car to leave. I wanted to stop him and ask him to stay for lunch, but I just didnt feel lilke being let down today. As it was I cried my heart out to God when hed gone. <p>Dancer