I can't live this anymore. It's no longer the infidelity, its everything that come with it. Along this time, I've held on to this marriage, but I realize all it brought me was pain and disappointment in my life. I do not like the person my husband, and I do not like the person I've become. I'm passive, uninterresting, and boring. I realize, I no longer love my husband, but I loved the idea of whom he was or could be. The realization bringing to this conclusion.......................................

So yeah, a big surprise! I yelled today because he was blaming me for things, and I do not take responsibility for what I have not done.. so I LBed big time.. and there is no repair for what I said and so I'm packing up... my place is no longer here.

I will still come to MB.. because they help me heal my heart. I know I can move on, and see the better part of myself. I will go with no regrets this time. I beleive I gave it my best.

Good luck to all the people trying to mend their marriage.

harudah - What happened to suddenly bring this on? I thought you were doing so well.

I have quit trying with mine, too. Just want him out of my life.

For the most part,I am also at that stage. Maybe there is something in the air or water???