wow, I needed a break.....a wonderful that one that is. let''s start with monday.. my H's car broke down, I had a job interview.....when he was coming home.. around 6, he told me the car broke down and we were just talking about getting a new.. and bang.. so since I do not have a car I could not go get him. So his parents went to pick him.. and took him to their house although he asked to come home, but I was oging to work in the morning and they didn't wish to drive him back home.. ooohkay oh well.. so I was called with all the information.

So I thought to myself..maybe its my chance to see life without him...so I spent the next day with no contact.. since I was at work, then I had some school work ... I felt asleepcouch... on the
Then I woke up, it was time for work again with no news from him....so at work my phone rang and I couldn't pick up... at 6pm he called me that if I agreed for us to get a New car.....so well DUH... I said ok...and he told me he spent the whole day with his mom looking at cars.. ok.. I beleived everything... its like I'm detached for all this cheating stuff its been months like this. So I got called about everything and he told me to look at the model and to choose and how he made the deal at the dealership and trading in the old JUNK actually it was not junk just it was a 2nd hand car and we have been spending WAY too much money... I am like my mom, I prefer to pay a lot for something then paying like everymonth so much to get it repair..so we decided on a 3 door but the guy gave us a deal on a bigger CAR.....so we took the 5 door.. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" /> I looked at it and it comes with ALL options.. so that is most we talked about.. then it was over..
so wednesday, thursday, and friday.. we just talked for about 10 to 20 minutes about issues with the car cuz he can't buy the car without my signature even if he is the one who makes all the money Belgian do not allow that !!! HA HA !!! so if he wanted to buy OW something over 20,000 he can't buy it without ME!!! lol.. actually there isn't anymore OW.. but just saying.. She has found someone else and is leaving us alone.. freaking whore.. anyways...

I must say.. I FEELL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDD WITHOUT him inside the house although I can't sleep in the bed because I will miss him.. so I just stay inside the common room.....and sleep there.. so I've been fine there and happy sleeping that room.. and I haven't had much stomach pains.. NONE AT ALL and I'm about to PMS and no PAIN!!!!!! maybe its the new meds.. but darn.. its weird....

Ok... I had almost a full week without him.. and I needed it.. somehow I could get use to him being gone longer... then tonight.. well we spent about 2 hours on the phone....talking about the whole week.. tommorow he gets a replacement car ..
then weirdly.. he called to me what was on TV so I could watch.. weird as hell! He is missing me I think lol... and when he called.. I had my music full blast having so much fun!!!!! he was like "Is there a party in there!" and I was like about 3 of us.. me myself and I..

just a little taste of Plan B.. not really but just to see how it was.. Ok i'm going to watch the movie actually .. I love that movie all gendarmerie french movie.. very funny...
ok
hi beleiver and the others that have been keeping off suicidal thoughts <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />