Wisdom, well I don't know how much I can give. I'm OK. This has been the hardest week so far, harder than the week of Dday. That week I was in total shock, but this week, I don't know, it is just different.
Something to share. For Xmas I bought DS his own TV & VCR/DVD for his room. He's going to be three and I would rather he get his fill of Blues Clues in his room. Plus, our whole M sitch really started going downhill after he was born (not his fault, ours) because to this day he sleeps in our bed. Well, I don't anymore, not by my choice. Anyways, as he grew, there was no room for me in it.
Well, today I find out WW was upset that I bought him a TV for Xmas rather than a big boy bed for his room. First, right after the gift was opened I commented how i would get him his bed top go with it when I got my year end bonus (Monday, yeah). So tonight I mention that we could go to breakfast in nearby city tmrw and afterwards go pick out his bed. WW open to that, but doesn't want to go out of town because she has a lot of housework to do. Sidenote, she has been a cleaning freak lately. This from a lady who didn't do a dang thing the whole time her A was ongoing.
Two things here. One, she is really trying to play good housekeeping mom. Two, she wants to get him bed so he can get moved out of our room. And maybe I can move back in?
I can't read her. It is business as usual as far as planning goes (buying stuff for house, etc) but she talks to lawyer this week? i don't get it. If I didn't know about the lawyer thing, I would be happy and think we were on are way. Except for the lack of affection and total no attention she pays to me.
WW went to game with GFs (BTW, she looked gorgeous when she left) and I am going out with BIL to the bars here in a few minutes. OK, I am totally physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted but am going out so as not to appear as a wallflower and it might do me some good. DS is happily playing with cousins at MILs, just dropped him off. I was offline all day, enjoying our time together. We went to McD's for lunch and then watched the heavy equipment work at a jobsite (loves the dozers). WW went to lunch with SIL, asked my permission, again.
I'll copy this on my thread because i want to keep this on my record.
