I am feeling this great sense of forboding. It was a busy weekend for us. WH, DD and I were together most of Saturday for DS tournament. We sat together, ate lunch together and went out with the team before the finals. DS triumphed and is now Regional wrestling champion at his weight and school class. WH took off as soon as DS got his ribbon. Home, he said because of his cold. On Sunday, he came over to watch the Super Bowl. We made dinner and it was nice.

As he left, I asked if he'd put thought into the OW. I said that it would be lovely if he didn't have to leave but he knows what has to happen, NC, for him to come home. As always, he said he's working on it. He said he didn't want to talk about it until DS finishes the State tournament this weekend. For some reason, this leaves me feeling weird. If it's good news, say it now. Bad news would be kept until after DS's last matches.

So, I feel this great sense of nervousness now. I know thinking about WH and their thoughts, actions, words and motives can drive us crazy. My intuition is that something is going to happen. My hackles are raised. I'm crabby as can be. I believe in listening to your hunches. This is not a good feeling.

Thanks, better to rant here than anyplace else.

I'm posting this everywhere. Thank you Sprint (don't get mad 'cause I stole yer post, k?)

Night time falls again. This message goes out to everyone out there who may be feeling a little bit lonely, hurt, or scared tonight.

Back in the early days of navigating the globe, sailors used to use the stars to tell them how to get to their destination and then back home again. In the Northern hemisphere they used the North Star, while down under they used the Southern Cross.

Anytime they felt lost and alone, they could look up into the sky and find their way.

Tonight, take walk outside, take a deep breath of air and just look up. if you can see the big dipper, look up off its cusp to the north star.

Close your eyes and think about all the people here in MB offering you their support and prayers, and realize that you are not alone in this.

And from this day forward, when you get scared or lonely - just look up into the sky and find your way home.

DO THAT TONIGHT

Hi, I like that thought. Only it's really hard right now. My H is moving out in 3 days and I'm a mess. We have to tell me DS tomorrow and that is going to kill him. This is probably the hardest thing I've ever been through. How are you holding up?

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Originally posted by shameonme:
<strong> Hi, I like that thought. Only it's really hard right now. My H is moving out in 3 days and I'm a mess. We have to tell me DS tomorrow and that is going to kill him. This is probably the hardest thing I've ever been through. How are you holding up? </strong></font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Oh lord, I know where you are. Just went thru that three days ago. Roughest day of my life. I'm so sorry you have to do that. It hurts. I turned into a blithering idiot - check out me posts if you want to see what one looks like.......

I'll be praying for you...

David

<small>[ February 07, 2005, 09:20 PM: Message edited by: tanelornpete ]</small>

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">As always, he said he's working on it </font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Same scripted line my FWH used to say. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Mad]" src="images/icons/mad.gif" />
YUK!!!