I heard a beautiful song on my way home tonight and I thought I'd share. My new favorite song is called "My Give A Damn's Busted" and I play it several times per day just to get me through the day. It fits my situation to a T.
However one can dream of how you wish it was and this is what I wish for my STBX H to feel for me:

It is called Making Memories of us by Keith Urban

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I'm gonna be here for you baby
I'll be a man of my own word
Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard
I wanna sleep with you forever
And I wanna die in your arms
In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm

(Chorus:)
And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us

I wanna honor your mother
And I wanna learn from your pa
I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw
I wanna stand out in a crowd for you
A man among men
I wanna make your world better than it's ever been

Chorus

We'll follow the rainbow
Wherever the four winds blow
And there'll be a new day
Comin' your way
I'm gonna be here for you from now on
This you know somehow
You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now

And I'm gonna make you a promise
If there's life after this
I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust makin' memories of us
And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll win your trust makin memories of us [/color]

One is allowed to dream, right? It'll never happen but gosh dang it, I like the line "I'll win your trust making memories of us."

Oh well dream on. <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />

Well, life without hope isn't much of a life at all...

Do these WS realize what they're doing to us? All that love and caring waiting for them and they treat it like crap.

Susie, we need to get our Goddess acts together. We are beyond this.

Grapegirl,
They obviously have no clue. If I'd had an A I think I would be apologizing and feeling so crappy that I could've done something like that to my H.
The fact that he doesn't show much remorse tells me that he still really has no clue.
That is why I am in the process of filling out the divorce papers (from a mediator, actually). I truly believe there will be no remorse since there hasn't been yet.

I need to check out that Godess thread!! Havent had a chance to do that yet!!

Suzy

I was experiencing no remorse for a long time too. Then it came in a flood. Not to say it will, but ya never know. I didn't think it would happen either. In fact she told me it wouldn't.