For reasons unknown to me, I can't reply to any posts. I did want to thank those of you that replied to my last post though. I was confused about why it is so hard for my husband to do what is right versus what he feels like doing.

Your insight was helpful. He is still being a jerk and not working on making anything here better. He won't even go to his sons baseball games. That is something even a year ago he wouldn't of considered missing. He's forgotten that he already committed to all this stuff....it's a done deal.....it's the real thing...it is the dance. Yet, last time we spoke he didn't even know when we would see him next. I am just amazed I can care so much about him when he cares so little about me. Oh, well.

Thank you for your support.

Alesa