I am feeling really [censored] today. Divorce will be final soon & it's only been 6 months in all from
DDAY. Oh yeah, WH is STILL not sure what he wants. He loves me & misses me. Anyway, since WH is living with OW that's where he has to bring my son. Legally, I can do nothing. I have been feeling really edgy this weekend. Want to run & scream & shed my skin. My son [10]is back & I can hardly look at him. I feel like he just cheated on me too. The thought of him staying in this ******'s house while she smiles and fixes him meals, etc. is just killing me. I'm angry and sad and irritable and hurt beyond belief. I want to kill WH & OW and I want to throw things and I want to curl up in a ball in a corner and cry my heart out. I feel such hatred in my heart for this ******. And I am a person that usually doesn't have a bad word to say about anybody. I can find the good in almost all. Anyway, just ranting and raving. Any response would be appreciated.

So sorry. So sorry DS has to go over there, and there's nothing you can do about it. That is awful, unbelievable. How is it in the best interest of a child to meet or spend time with his Dad's girlfriend before his parents are even divorced? Ugh.

(((((((((((Shattered)))))))))))))

All I can offer are hugs {{{{{Shattered}}}}}

I say go in a room or outside and scream and then enjoy your son.

He deserves your love and you deserve his. Watch a movie or have some ice cream.

All the best to you.

Shattered, I am so sorry. <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> I would be angry too if my kids spent time with OW. Hug your DS and make some fun time with him. {{shattered}}

shattered,

You might want to edit the title of your thread. Words like that have a way of coming back to haunt you when a WS has things like this to use in a custody petition.

It has been known to happen on this site.

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Thank you all for your loving thoughts. I feel better already. This weekend was just such a turning point. I feel like this woman stole my life. I just feel very disposable today. AFter I posted here, I realized I should have posted on my most recent thread so people could follow my sitch. The thread is "Advice quick, divorcing; WS not sure what he wants now". I also took your advice and changed the title of this thread, although our custody arrangement is already final. I have physical custody and Dad has him every other weekend and whenever else he can. I know it is in my son's best interests to spend as much time with his dad as he can.


I lost my internet connection for the first two weeks of this month. It was awful. I don't post a lot but I read here all the time. I wanted to know what was going on with Gramm. Is his plan B working? What about Paradise Blue? She must be back from Europe. Surely her WS must have seen the light while she was gone. When I got back online, I sadly learned that Paradise's dad had died and Notsouneak had a miscarriage. It's funny how I feel somehow attached to people that don't even know I exist. All I can say is this board has been a lifesaver for me in a very rough period of my life. My heart and my prayers go out to all of you as well.