I tell him I cry everyday and he says nothing.

I tell him I hate myself and he says nothing.

I tell him I have ruined everything and he says nothing.

I tell him I just want to disappear and he says nothing.

And then I feel I have no right questioning his care and love for me, since I am the one who did this. To what depth he loves me isn't as important as what I have put into motion. I have to deal with my pain alone...he isn't interested.

Last edited by beachgirl68; 04/25/06 09:03 AM.