I am having quite a down day. Sometimes do you just feel that things will never change? H started counceling with me and we have went through most of the stuff on the site here. So it seems like he wants to make it work, but I still get in a mood like things are not changing. I don't know if I am expecting things to change to fast or what. I don't feel like we are communicating enough. I am still very scared that he will start to contact her again. But I am honest with him about my feeling. I think my whole problem is that he is not a person who likes to talk about feeling or anything. So I start to feel like he might be holding things back from me. I don't know. I don't even know the point to his post but maybe someone will have some sort of advice or just kind words.<BR>Thanks<P>------------------<BR>Jaded Heart<BR>____________<P> <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>and if I shed a tear I won't cage it<BR>I won't fear love<BR>and if I feel a rage I won't deny it<BR>I won't fear love<HR></BLOCKQUOTE><BR>"Fumbling Towards Ecstasy"<BR>Sarah Mclachlan<P>