HTW,
Just thinking of you and hoping you enjoyed the holidays. How are you? Inquiring minds want to know! <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/cool.gif" alt="" />

Hi CC...thanks for asking about me.

Well things are just ok right now as I've been feeling a little down lately as the holidays were spent away from my family for the first time. Seeing other couples who really care about each other is a real slap in the face to what I have had to put up with over the last 2 years.

It kind of pushes me to move on while something deep down is trying to keep a piece of me alive for my WW.

I'm back in Plan B as nothing else has transpired since her offer and subsequent cancelation for dinner several weeks ago. I don't expect another invitaion so I'm living my life for me and keeping busy with friends and my family.

I fear I will meet someone very soon that changes my outlook on my WW and forever closes that door that I am trying so very hard to keep open for her. It's not easy, but I know the day is coming where we are done for good as I don't have much left for her.

We will be co-parents and that is all...not friends nor aquaintances.

So things could be better, but I remind myself how terrible my situation was this time last year and how far I have come.

I am however delighted with how your FWH has turned around. Enjoy it! <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />