This whole experiance made me write this - I hope you all like it:

Been Sad

I've been sad for days
Trying hard to look deep inside of me
Being sad
So sick of sadness
Just want to get away

I'll never forget that night
That look on your face
That night just stole my will
The relief that comes from truth
Yet oh so sad

Misery has become a good friend for now
There is the hope
That comes without denial
Denial gone through words of truth
And in the door comes sadness
Denial is now with you

How can this be happening?
To me, to you, to us
To the world we knew
or did we know it at all?
Don't worry I have sadness as my guide
and you the shame and all those lies

Should sadness be a burden
You may never know
Yes I believe there's hope
It's up to us
Will I ever understand?
Only time will tell

So here I wipe a tear
and another and another
Do grown men cry?
Do grown men grow up to live a lie?
Yes I have been sad
Sadness is my friend for now

Do you understand my hurt
Or only your own?
Some day this too will pass
Like so many tears before this moment
I can only hope
To find that distant memory of happiness
As I mourn it's passing

Can there be such a thing called Love
after such betrayal
Can Love prevail and overcome the sadness?
Only time and you and I can dictate
The outcome of it's departure
I for one am willing to give it a try
It's up to you, to us, to try...
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