thanks you guys
i did print that letter off. i am thinking taking some of it and adding it to my plan b letter. spoke breifly to wh today about the money for the dentist and he said he would drop it off i said fine. i said okay bye. he said wait what about us? i said what about it. he said what do want me to do? i said well let me see for the past year i have ask you repeatly about a divorce if that makes you happy and now since it is a term from ow you are now agreeing to it. i said i will have to sit a think upon this awhile. you have played head games with me the past year a couple of weeks wont hurt you. then he went on to tell me that he dont know why he is drawn to ow and blah blah blah. i said i wonder that as well. ow has made you into a fool, causing pain and hurt to your child, you guys just get along so perfect that is the reason she moves out every other month. i said i dont have a clue. i said i think it is you. he what do you mean? i said well personally i wouldnt have nothing to do with anybody that would hurt my child and yet you do. i said i think i would be trying to find out the answer myself to why i would let this woman do what she is doing. i said but you see you have to answer to what you have done. she causes problems and up and leaves. you are the one that is stuck with fixing everything. i said it said that ow has cost you your daughter. but then again she dont care she dont have no relationship with her kids so i guess maybe it is destiny that you guys met. soo much alike i am sure you guys are bound to have abundance of happiness between you. after all that is all you will have is each other. i hung up the phone. he called back twice i didnt answer. like i said before i have not yelled or scream it was a straight forward tone. i think that is what making them soo mad because of it. deep inside i am sad and disappointed but i know i cant change anyone this is his choice to be this way. it was his choice to be with her and it was his choice to severed the relationship with his daughter not me. those was his choices now he has to live with them.
yes i still have feelings for him. but no more will those feeling be used to control me. i am putting my life in order. like i said i see this big change at work helping me. i dont have to worry about him calling me during the day i will be working. so he can only leave a voice mail. i know i can do plan b. i also know i have my fellow mb'ers to back me up!!! : <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/grin.gif" alt="" />
the letter will be wrote this weekend.
thank you for your prayers
bw905
