Alright so here I go to tell you what I think should be done. I am writing it in a letter because I can’t seem to say it to you in person. Well I tried Tuesday night but that didn’t work so well lol. Also you can read it a few times to really understand what I am trying to tell you.
I believe it is a good idea for you to move out I absolutely HATE the idea but this situation is not good for our relationship. I am not saying that I give up or that I don’t want to work it out with you. You just don’t seem to realize how much it hurts me every single day you go to work because when you are there you don’t care about me anymore.
So you should move out until you stop going to work or until she moves. Until you realize that NO CONTACT ex.(change your phone number which you already told me you didn’t want to do) is the only way we will be able to work it out.
I don’t want to talk to you at all because it will hurt me to much that you are not with me and the only way for me to function is to pretend you are dead. I know that sounds harsh and it is very selfish of me but I can’t go back to having another emotional breakdown which I already see happening again.

I still think we could have a wonderful life together we had great goals and ambition together. Now that I know what my problem was I will never be that way again but you already know that as I have been trying to prove it to you for the past month.

Also I can’t wait til what we have been calling our good days is how everyday we spend together is. But it just can’t happen until you are ready for it to happen.

I hope soon that you will call me and tell me that you are done with this and want to move back in with me and be with me knowing that I am your true love. Until then my love I will deeply miss you…be safe and remember that I truly will always love you…

anything I should add anything I should take out? IDK I am having problems even thinking right now

Hi, AlaskaStorm

I think it's way too premature for you to be thinking about Plan B. You need to Plan A. For consistency, I'm going to post my other thoughts on your other thread.