My First LoveShare
Today at 12:35pm
Self-consciously standing
Blending with the wall
Not thinking anyone would see
With head hung low
Who could even make eye contact?
Regardless
You find me
Handsome
Tall
Kind
Like a dream
Overwhelmed
I can't believe you noticed one so plain
Nervous
Will he really want me...
Walks
Phone calls
Talks
He wants to marry me one day
We will date to see if God worked it out to be that way
Glorious
I joyfully praise God for who He's given me
I could never have imagined such a gift!
To love and be loved back!
I know everything about you
Nothing about me is hidden from you
We are not strangers to each others' tears
Open books to each other
Best friends
We hope to be lovers one day
I pray God keeps it this way...
In your arms I felt safe
Loved
Beautiful
Forgetting the time we shared would be like forgetting how to breathe
Impossible
You inspired me to do great things
Wonderful
You showed me how God sees me...
Beautiful
I dance daily with you
Blessed
I pray this dance never ends
Change
God needs to cut into our dance
I know I don't need you like I need Him
But I want you still
Needed
Changes need to be made
I cannot rely on you like I did anymore
Pain
I thought God wanted this
I must let you go
Such love has to come with such pain
I must let you go
I can't let you go
I have to let you go
Release
I will now dance with my God
My Savior
The one who first picked me out, despite my deplorable state
My first love is gone...
But a small example of the only Love I'll ever need
God's love
Never Ending
Selfless
Always Forgiving
Glorious
Beautiful
... Like the first love He gave me
I will dance with my God
Life is beautiful
Surprising
Always changing
If I ignore God's instructions
I will miss the perfect dance that He has planned out for me
God will bring love back again for me
Will my first love return?
There is always a chance
I will never be apart from God's love though
Never
And that is enough
Always