Official song of waywards: It Wasn't Me'


(Yo', man) Yo'
(Open up, man) What do you want, man?
(My girl just caught me) You let her catch you?
(I don't know how I let this happen) With who?
(The girl next door, you know) Man
(I don't know what to do) Say it wasn't you
(Alright)

Honey came in and she caught me red-handed
Creeping with the girl next door
Picture this, we were both butt naked, banging on the bathroom floor

How could I forget that I had
Given her an extra key
All this time she was standing there
She never took her eyes off me

How you can grant the woman access to your villa
Trespasser and a witness while you cling to your pillow
You better watch your back before she turn into a killer
Best for you and the situation not to call the [censored]
To be a true player you have to know how to play
If she say a night, convince her say a day
Never admit to a word when she say makes a claim
And you tell her baby no way

But she caught me on the counter (It wasn't me)
Saw me bangin' on the sofa (It wasn't me)
I even had her in the shower (It wasn't me)
She even caught me on camera (It wasn't me)

She saw the marks on my shoulder (It wasn't me)
Heard the words that I told her (It wasn't me)
Heard the scream geting louder (It wasn't me)
She stayed until it was over

Honey came in and she caught me red-handed
Creeping with the girl next door
Picture this, we were both butt naked, banging on the bathroom floor

I had tried to keep her
From what she was about to see
Why should she believe me
When I told her it wasn't me

Make sure she knows it's not you and lead her on the right prefix
Whenever you should see her make the giggolo flex
As funny as it be by you, it not that complex
Seeing is believing so you better change your specs
You know she not gonna be worrying bout things from the past
Hardly recollecting and then she'll go to noontime mass
Wait for your answer: go over there
But if she pack a gun you know you better run fast

But she caught me on the counter (It wasn't me)
Saw me bangin' on the sofa (It wasn't me)
I even had her in the shower (It wasn't me)
She even caught me on camera (It wasn't me)

She saw the marks on my shoulder (It wasn't me)
Heard the words that I told her (It wasn't me)
Heard the scream get louder (It wasn't me)
She stayed until it was over

Honey came in and she caught me red-handed
Creeping with the girl next door
Picture this, we were both butt naked, banging on the bathroom floor

How could I forget that I had
Given her an extra key
All this time she was standing there
She never took her eyes off me

Gonna tell her that I'm sorry
For the pain that I've caused
I've been listening to your reasoning
It makes no sense at all
We should tell her that I'm sorry
For the pain that I've caused
You may think that you're a player
But you're completely lost
That's why I sing

Honey came in and she caught me red-handed
Creeping with the girl next door
Picture this, we were both butt naked, banging on the bathroom floor

How could I forget that I had
Given her an extra key
All this time she was standing there
She never took her eyes off me

It is amazing how they keep up the lies NO ONE BELIEVES THEM...

Melody-I have gone to a few Alanon meetings, did not find them that helpful but I will keep trying them. Individual counseling too.

What really is getting to me now is really seems not to give a crap about his kids. He has been out of the house for 4 weeks and has seen his kids for just over 2 hours-WTF??????? I really want to ream him a new one. I just keep working on an e-mail I have not sent to him but its therapeutic just writing it.

Should I expose to OW's parents?

I am not doing well with Plan B. NC is hard for me though I know its the right thing to do. I broke NC on Monday when 2 letters arrived at my house from OW addressed to BS when he was at rehab a couple of weeks ago. BS left rehab after 3 days so the letters arrived after he left and they sent them to his home address. It broke my heart reading her words of encouragement to him, telling how wonderful he is, and how much she misses him. There was such a sense of entitlement in her writings-WTF-he has a family that loves him and misses him terribly.

Anyway, when I read those I called him and read them to him. His response, "she's just being nice, she its not sexual" Maybe its not sexual, but its much worse. I don't know how I can possibly get past this if he ever wakes up from his fog. How is it even possible to piece our M back together? I know 20 years of history and 2 kids are worth it but he isn't giving me anything to work with or hope for.

Sorry for the rant, but its been a tough few days. I still have not wrote to OW's parents. Can someone direct me to where the sample letter is?