Thanks Mike.
I have to believe there is a small part of her that is glad it is over. I don't know-how long she could have kept the secrete. She told one girl friend, I'm sure it was eating away at her. She is a very spiritual person, Sunday school teacher, led bible studies, went on women's retreats, in church every Sunday.....until the affair started. Then there was a noticeable withdraw from church and God. I am driving us that direction. But the pain and questions still linger. I told her once, it would have been easier to have been told she was dead, then this. I don't know if that's true, but it feels like it.
Just trying to stay strong. The 3 daughters know nothing, we've only told them mom is more depressed lately. Everyone is doing their best to make her feel better. I hope it works.
Tex,
Let me share some tidbits (since it seems you are a professing Christian) from a sermon series I did some time back on Ephesians Sorry for its length:
Theme: The Husband who Loves his wife as Christ Loves the Church not only glorifies God, but honors her as well.
Eph 5:25-33 Husbands, love your wives, as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her, (26) that he might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word, (27) so that he might present the church to himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or any such thing, that she might be holy and without blemish. (28) In the same way husbands should love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. (29) For no one ever hated his own flesh, but nourishes and cherishes it, just as Christ does the church, (30) because we are members of his body. (31) "Therefore a man shall leave his father and mother and hold fast to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh." (32) This mystery is profound, and I am saying that it refers to Christ and the church. (33) However, let each one of you love his wife as himself, and let the wife see that she respects her husband.
Introduction:
In 1989, Freddy Curci, and his band Sheriff had a number one hit (4 years after the band broke up):
Listen to the words of this song:
I never needed love like I need you
And I never lived for nobody, but I live for you
Oooh, babe, lost in love is what I feel when I'm with you
Maybe it's the way you touch me with the warmth of a sun
Maybe it's the way you smile, I come all undone
Oooh, babe, lost in love is that I feel when I'm with you
Baby, oh I get chills when I'm with you
Baby, my world stands still when I'm with you
When I'm with you
I never cared for nobody like I care for you
And I never wanted to share the things I want to share with you
Oooh, babe, lost in love is what I feel when I'm with you
This song was a number one hit, written by the keyboard player to the girl that would become his wife 2 years later. It�s a nice, powerful, romantic song� But it�s lacking something� It�s lacking the biblical focus of what a successful godly marriage needs.
� This song is founded on feeling, on how he feels
� What this girl does for him.
� Ephesians 5 contrasts this with what genuine biblical love looks like between a husband and a wife
� Paul gives us 3 things about marriage in regards to how the husband is supposed to view marriage, love and Christ.
1. The Love of Christ: (25) Husbands, love your wives, as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her, (26) that he might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word,
a. What is love? To be well pleased or contented with, Agapao, not phileo or eros
� The verb� what�s it do? Describes action.
� Love is the grounds for the husband�s headship.
� As Christ loved the church (the bride), so the husband loves the church. Paul�s phrase here lifts the responsibility of the man to love his wife to the highest plane�
� Look at I. Corinthians 13�
1Co 13:4-7 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant (5) or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; (6) it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. (7) Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
� Christ has shown us an active love. More than just feeling, biblical love is action,
� It sets the bar for the marriage�
� Love is giving one�s self up: sacrifice, to surrender to. It is the ultimate self-sacrifice.
� Here is a grand rule, according to which every husband is called to act: Love your wife as Christ loved the Church.
� But how did Christ love the Church?
i. He gave himself for it - he laid down his life for it. So then husbands should, if necessary, lay down their lives for their wives:
ii. and there is more implied in the words than mere protection and support;
iii. as Christ gave himself for the Church to save it, so husbands should labor to promote the salvation of their wives, and their constant edification in righteousness.
iv. we find that the authority of the man over the woman is founded on his love to her, and this love must be such as to lead him to give his life for her.
v. Christ Gave: Literally surrendered.. This means we lay aside our own preferences for our wives.
vi. Christ�s own conduct should serve as our example:
Php 2:6-8 who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, (7) but made himself nothing, taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. (8) And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.
vii. Christ�s life of humility, of surrendering himself is one which we should model for our wives and children.
viii. The work of the Shepherd is one of humility
ix. We may not rule our homes in terror, but in humility and love.
� Husbands, do you love your wives? Do you lay your life down for her? Leaders, do you love your sheep as Christ loved his sheep? Do you know them by name? Do you love them and care for them? Do you lay your life down for them?
� Are you well pleased with your church, knowing that these people are the bride of Christ and have been placed here by Christ for you to nurture and care for them?
b. Sanctification through cleansing by washing of water with the word.
� Paul has baptism in mind as he talks about the joy os being a godly husband
� The idea is that the husband has to have his wife�s spiritual well being at heart as much as her physical, if not more.
� Care for the soul of the wife, the bride, is paramount to Paul as he addresses the Ephesians.
� The wife, the bride, is to be sanctified, made holy, set apart by being washed with the word.
� In the New Testament the bride passed through a purifying bath before marriage,
� We see this parallel in Scripture with baptism. The bride is marked, set apart through being cleansed by the word.
� True love for our wives is seen in how we wash them with Christ�s Word. True care for the flock comes through preaching Christ.
� The word of the Lord never returns void!
� Husbands, bathe your wives in the word! Love her, care for her, treasure her by taking care of her soul as Christ cares for yours!!
� Leaders, Care for Christ�s Bride!!
� Do so for this purpose:
2. The Call to Husbands: (27) so that he might present the church to himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or any such thing, that she might be holy and without blemish(28) In the same way husbands should love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself.
� Presented in splendor: glorious, gorgeous:
� Decked out! Dressed to the nines�
� I remember your wedding day! There was no one on earth more beautiful than your wife, right?
� On that final day when Christ returns, let us stand before him glorious, gorgeous. In splendor
� Without spot or wrinkle
� Christ wants a bride that is pure. Not a pock mark, no scars, no imperfections.
� Paul is using this idea of one who�s skin is perfect, one who is beautiful when presented to the bride groom
i. That there will not be any such thing as an imperfection in the bride as she presents herself to her groom.
ii. Wives, husbands, do you remember how hard you worked to make yourself look good for your spouse on your wedding day?
� This is the idea that Paul is presenting us with, but more�
� To be holy
� Christ wants a bride set apart, He is setting apart his bride.
� So too should husbands desire to set their wives apart.
� Our wives should hold a place of honor with us
� We should not consider them a common thing, Christ has given them specially for us to care for
� Do you look at your wife and think �there are many noble women, but you surpass them all�?
� To be without blemish
� Without a physical mark
� Christ is working in his bride so that on that day, we who are betrothed to him will be made perfect so that we will be a bride suitable for the bridegroom at the hour of his coming!
3. The Two-Fold Purpose: (29) For no one ever hated his own flesh, but nourishes and cherishes it, just as Christ does the church, (30) because we are members of his body. (31) "Therefore a man shall leave his father and mother and hold fast to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh." (32) This mystery is profound, and I am saying that it refers to Christ and the church. (33) However, let each one of you love his wife as himself, and let the wife see that she respects her husband.
a. No one ever hated his own flesh
a. Every man loves himself
b. We care for ourselves
c. We nourish and cherish our own flesh
d. In this same way, Christ nourishes us and cherishes us
e. The two fold purpose is seen in the divine reflection between marriage and Christ and the church.
b. Because we love our wives, because we love our church, We should Nourish her: Nourish (ektrephei). (to nourish up to maturity and on).
� Used only here and Eph_6:4.
� BECAUSE WE LOVE OUR WIFE, OUR CHURCH, WE SHOULD CHERISH HER
o Cherisheth (thalpei). Primarily it means to warm, to foster with tender care.
� Because WE are members of HIS BODY (CHRIST�S)!!!
� We are all members of Christ's body, the church. But the church is his Bride. Hence the language of Gen_2:23, where Adam declares that his wife "is bone of his bone and flesh of his flesh," applies to our relation to Christ.
� Because woman came from man, because in marriage we become one with our spouse, we should love and care for her above all other things
� Do you love your work more than your wife?
� Do you love your �things� more than your wife?
� Or maybe your food? Money? Clothes?
� Maybe your kids or friends?
� What are your idols? What have you placed above your wife?
� By virtue of our being married to Christ, you could say that we are �one flesh� with him� Our marriage to our wives pictures our marriage to Christ!
� It is the mystery of the church!!!
� What is Christ calling us to? Trust and submission to Him� We can�t do this on our own. In HIM WE CAN!!!
� Why is this picture given for marriage? Because of the intimacy of marriage. Christ�s love for us is not some general love for his creation, It�s a love for His own people� He knows us intimately!!!
� Do you value your marriages?
� Do you value your church memberships?
� This mystery is exceedingly great!
� This profound truth, beyond man�s power of discovering, but now revealed, namely, of the spiritual union of Christ and the Church, represented by the marriage union, is a great one, of deep import.
� We are marked by the love we show first to Christ, then to each other�. We are known by Christ.
� How are you known to your wife and kids in your marriage?
� How are you known to your friends?
� Most importantly, how are you known by Christ in your marriage, and is what you project to those around you accurate and true?