W has decided to move out. There is no acrimony between us and I am doing what I can to help. We spent yesterday morning loving and crying. There is so much love between us, that all of this doesn't make any sense. Whoever say "love conquers all", sure didn't know what he/she was talking about.<P>Anyway, I heard this song by Ronnie Milsap(I love his music) on the radio this morning on the way to work. It started me crying because it speaks to how I feel about W. Maybe it will strike a chord with others.<P>I Wouldn't Have Missed It For The World<BR>Ronnie Milsap<P>Our paths may never cross again<BR>Maybe my heart will never mend<BR>But I'm glad for all the good times<BR>'Cause you brought me so much sunshine<BR>Love was the best it's ever been<P>I wouldn't have missed it for the world<BR>Wouldn't have missed loving you girl<BR>You've made my whole life worth while, with your smile<BR>I wouldn't trade one memory, cause you mean too much to me<BR>Even though I lost you girl<BR>I wouldn't have missed it for the world<P>They say that all good things must end<BR>Love comes and goes just like the wind<BR>You've got your dreeams to follow<BR>But if I had the chance tomorrow<BR>You know I'd do it all again.<P>I wouldn't have missed it for the world<BR>Wouldn't have missed loving you girl<BR>You've made my whole life worth while, with your smile<BR>I wouldn't trade one memory, cause you mean too much to me<BR>Even though I lost you girl<BR>I wouldn't have missed it for the world<P>Oh I wouldn't trade one memory, cause you mean too much to me<BR>Even though I lost you girl, I wouldn't have missed it for the world

I feel for you.<P>My prayers are with you.<P>When my W moved out... it was devastating (and lots of acrimony!) Your's seemed to have moved out with more of a love bank... but that hurts too!<P>Keep the faith... When you're down... post!<BR>Those of us who have spouses moved out on us have a difficult time for a very long time. Share with us you're anxieties...<P>We all care... <P>Jim

Heartpain, I am so sorry. I didn't read the song maybe later, Did just didn't want to start the day off in tears I did that all day yesterday. I am trying to do better this morning. I have to many things I have to do then start Mon. in tears. So I' pring it aread it next weekend. That is my crying time. Again I am so sorry. Yell if you need anything like to vent or cry. There are a group of us that are here with you. <P>------------------<BR>di<P>

NSR & SDS -- Thanks for the support. I didn't post this just because I was down. It really spoke to how I feel, and from a lot of the posts I see here, I think it reflects others thoughts about their relationships. It maybe because of my current state of mind, but I find this a poignant(sp?) and beautiful piece of writing....

Heartpain,<P>That is just a wonderful song. I feel the same way. I would never change a thing even though I have been through so much pain. I have experienced enough joy that it has all been worth it no matter what happens. Although I am hoping that things will work )<P>------------------<BR>Jaded Heart<BR>____________<P> <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>and if I shed a tear I won't cage it<BR>I won't fear love<BR>and if I feel a rage I won't deny it<BR>I won't fear love<HR></BLOCKQUOTE><BR>"Fumbling Towards Ecstasy"<BR>Sarah Mclachlan<P>

jadedheart -- Thanks for the thoughts...It is a nice song. I have been torturing myself all morning by coming back to re-read the lyrics and it has also been playing in my head most of the morning. I have been fighting tears the whole time.<P>The only thing I would change are the factors that got us to this point, and I would do anything to change that.....