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i mean that in respect to speaking to him about our marriage, they have to speak about work related issues. They are in meetings together with 8 other people... The outside of work talking has stopped. As long as she sees him and works with him, the affair is still on.
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A false accusation of an affair is very easy to recover from. My wife made one last year, and we have a great marriage. 
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A false accusation of an affair is very easy to recover from. My wife made one last year, and we have a great marriage.  He responded well to my suspicions because he had nothing to hide. Contrast that to 5 years ago when markos suspected me. I blew up at him at the mere suggestion that I was hiding anything ... because I WAS, and he got uncomfortably close to what I was hiding and protecting.
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A false accusation of an affair is very easy to recover from. My wife made one last year, and we have a great marriage.  He responded well to my suspicions because he had nothing to hide. Contrast that to 5 years ago when markos suspected me. I blew up at him at the mere suggestion that I was hiding anything ... because I WAS, and he got uncomfortably close to what I was hiding and protecting. You are scared to death that your wife is going to blow up at you like that. But I am telling you now that she WILL blow up at you like that eventually, whether you confront this affair or not. There is no way to avoid it. You can meet this head on and maybe save your marriage, or you can cower from your wife in fear and make things a million times worse when the truth finally comes out on its own. She's going to blow up at you horribly, hideously, dramatically. She's going to tell you everything is your fault and you have ruined any chances there ever were of reconciling. Get used to that fact. It is coming, sooner or later. And her anger is irrelevant. That happens every single time, even in cases where the marriage is saved.
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Im not reaching out to this other mans wife... because if I am wrong, or you are wrong, That will open a can of worms that will be far to destructive to repair, not only for myself but for this OM and his wife. The talking with this other Man was stopped in June, I snooped to confirm that. Obviously it HAS NOT STOPPED - THEY WORK TOGETHER. The issue morphed, after it went down I became very insecure and needy.. I set undiscussed expectations and would get upset if I texted her and didn't hear back in minutes... Or one night we went to bed and she didn't kiss me good night, alot of stupid little things. I was needy and foolish. You were experiencing a completely rational, NORMAL reaction to a risk to your marriage. When someone is being threatened they are naturally insecure. It took her taking her rings off for me to see what i was really doing, and how far i pushed her away with smothering... She made you insecure with her risky behavior and then punished you for your reaction. That is all that happened here. In Nov she said she wanted to try, and I said to her you have to want to try not try because im making you, she agreed... from that point on i backed off, was more myself, and was patiently waiting for her to talk to me about issues she was feeling ( she hasn't been able to talk to me about things she was unhappy about until the last 2 weeks in therapy ) She successfully gaslighted you into silence, which is a very classic trait of active adultery. While we were trying i thought things were going much better, I was happier, we had a great time on a vacation, and some outings just the two of us.. had xmas and she got me alot of great gifts as I did her. Dec 30th she asked for seperation, saying things aren't getting better for her, and she feels we are broken beyond compare. She started having these feelings 2 years ago.... 2 years ago her parents divorced, she has suffered her whole life from emotional abandonment of her father and after the divorce that came out full force when he started to date a women with a 14yr old daughter that he did things with that he never did with my wife.. this crushed her. at the same time we had our second child, a boy who was a difficult baby and is on the autism spectrum.. she feels its her fault because of a possible genetic issue she has.( even thought its not ) She is an emotional mess... and has said to me, she doesnt want to stay together and be unhappy the rest of our lives like her parents were... Although not appropriate she was talking to this OM more like a father figure... Ive seen some emails with him, and some texts in the past. Add me into this mix insecure and needy, she started to feel like she wasn't good enough mom, and wasn't a good enough wife... That she wasn't enough for me and i deserve better. Yes sounds like the classic its not you its me line... However i have spoke to my marriage counsler who knows us well now, he see's alot of what im saying, He doesn't believe there is anyone else, She feels she has lost herself and wants to focus on herself as an individual, she wants to get happy... and she feels she can't do that with me. She has mentioned that she feels under my thumb... im not sure why because i dont control her, she wants something or does something i always am ok with it.. She has mentioned she feels the passion is gone, that i look at her as a mom and not a beautiful wife and sexual being... All the farthest from how i feel and ive explained this to her in therapy. AS far as this OM... there is no way for convo to stop with him, its someone she has to work with not everyday but everyweek. The only way to avoid him is to quit her job. She wont do that, she loves the job itself and is fullfilled by the work.. not the people... I dont know what else to say, but thats the bulk of the full story. In other words, she is trotting out all this nonsense to keep you off balance so you won't look at her affair. She has bullied you into submission and silence so you won't interfere with her affair. You are being played, my friend. 
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i mean that in respect to speaking to him about our marriage, they have to speak about work related issues. They are in meetings together with 8 other people... The outside of work talking has stopped. They are carrying on their affair at work.
"It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena.." Theodore Roosevelt Exposure 101
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In other words, she is trotting out all this nonsense to keep you off balance so you won't look at her affair. She has bullied you into submission and silence so you won't interfere with her affair. You are being played, my friend.  Your wife is abusing you to make you back off so she can keep her affair. It's the classic textbook of people who are having an affair. The correct response is to NOT BACK OFF. Don't blow up at her or fight with her, but don't stop investigating the affair, and don't keep it secret. Get your evidence and tell the world. And stick to one thread - don't waste time asking about how to make love bank deposits.
If you are serious about saving your marriage, you can't get it all on this forum. You've got to listen to the Marriage Builders Radio show, every day. Install the app! Married to my radiant trophy wife, Prisca, 19 years. Father of 8. Attended Marriage Builders weekend in May 2010 If your wife is not on board with MB, some of my posts to other men might help you.
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As the others have stated, her love bank is closed to you and allowing you to make deposits, as long as she is still working with her OM.
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Sir,
As someone who has just gone through what you are going through, I believe you are missing the forest for the trees and want to point some things out.
- If your wife is getting marriage advice or talking about intimate details of your marriage to other MEN, this is an emotional affair. She would not share these details with him if she did not have a great deal of deposits in her love bank from him. She has an intimate bond with him and has feelings for him, even if SHE doesn't realize it. Even if you don't want to believe that, this is a behavior that will destroy ANY marriage and if you do not fight it, your marriage has no hope. If she's open for volunteer advice on how to treat you, your marriage is toast. But honestly, connect the dots man, she's about to leave you!
- On contacting the other man's wife: Why don't you ask some of the married women here how they'd feel if they found out their husband was "giving advice" to a younger woman who's relationship with her husband is on the rocks? I betcha they'd want to know about it! You are doing this man's wife a huge FAVOR by letting her know that her husband has developed an intimate friendship with your wife while the two of you are having problems. You already know what this man is doing is wrong, and if you aren't sure, ask yourself if YOU would do what he's doing with someone else's wife. I bet you would not!
Your wife is WAAAY off the reservation here and you need to get the facts together and face this head on. There is no use in worrying about her reaction. She does NOT care about you right now and you could bend over backwards for her and she's not going to be happy with you. This other man has convinced her that you are a loser. You need to be focused on snooping, and then exposure. Continue to be loving/respectful to your wife, but please realize there is no excuse of any of the behavior you've told us about. She is being unfaithful to you and you need to think about that, and focus on snooping.
Also don't put too much faith in your MC's ability to detect an affair. My MC couldn't figure out my wife was cheating either.
Happily remarried to wonderful woman who I found using the guidelines in "Buyers, Renters, Freeloaders" 2 baby boys, working on #3 and couldn't ask for anything more. When my ex's affair happened: BH 28, Ex-WW:29 Married: 7 years Together: 8 years D-day: 10/5/2014 D filed: 1/22/2015 D Final: 6/4/2015 My story
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Im not reaching out to this other mans wife... because if I am wrong, or you are wrong, That will open a can of worms that will be far to destructive to repair, not only for myself but for this OM and his wife. Really? Why? She has violated your trust and is talking about YOU and the intimate details of YOUR marriage with another man! That's messed up!Do you really believe that's less offensive than a false accusation of cheating? And why are you even concerned about this other man and his wife? He is taking a dump on you by doing this with your wife! He is a despicable person with no honor to be getting between you and your wife like this. It's not honorable to your wife or to yourself to worry about the consequences this man will face. He is an enemy of your marriage and he is destroying it before your very eyes.
Happily remarried to wonderful woman who I found using the guidelines in "Buyers, Renters, Freeloaders" 2 baby boys, working on #3 and couldn't ask for anything more. When my ex's affair happened: BH 28, Ex-WW:29 Married: 7 years Together: 8 years D-day: 10/5/2014 D filed: 1/22/2015 D Final: 6/4/2015 My story
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So, im took the advice and picked up two VAR's, Put one in her car and one in our bedroom. I left them there fri, sat and sunday. Friday she worked, saturday we were together all day with exception to when she went to the super market and night till bedtime, and sunday I was home most of the morning but left in the afternoon for the superbowl. The one in her car i took out last night to listen, and bedroom one I checked this morning. I caught 6 phone calls between the two. 4 where to friends, 1 was to her mom, and 1 was to someone from work for a work related issue. All 6 calls turned up nothing. Only thing mentioned involving me was how she is upset that im hurting so much. She feels bad that she has the feelings she has and knows how much its hurting me. There was no mention of anyone else. no mention of dates or anything of that nature. The convo with her mom confirmed she did stay at her Mom's as my wife filling and turning on her mom's dishwasher was mentioned. I put the VAR's back and will check again in 2 to 3 days... Question though... How long do I do this for? I understand that concept of being sure there is or isn'g another man... But how long before im sure there isn't?
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I'm not sure what to tell you about how long to keep it there. But I would definitely continue monitoring it for awhile.
I have know people who had affair partners at work, who basically did not contact each other during the weekend. They don't have to, they have all week at work to be in contact. Weekend would be 'family time' as sad as that sounds, and they would avoid any contact not knowing if/when the other one would be 'unavailable' (with a spouse who may get suspicious) and not wanting to take a chance at calling and tipping anyone off.
So I would definitely continue monitoring during the work week.
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And also, great job on snooping. I went back to reread your thread, to make SURE we were giving sound advice here. There is no other explanation for her behavior, it is textbook affair behavior. I know you want to protect your wife and save your marriage and family, finding out the truth is the only way to start doing that. So snoop diligently until you do find out the truth.
Since she has already been tipped off when you found the phone records and confronted her, any communication will be more hidden. She knows you are suspicious and she has told you there is no more contact, so she has to be careful to make sure it appears to be true. She is unlikely to use her regular phone (which she obviously knows you check), or take unnecessary chances with communication. My guess is that a lot of communication is going on at work during the work day, through work accounts you do not have access to, or even secret email or chat accounts that you do not know she has.
Do you have ANY access to work phone, email, computer, etc?
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Only thing mentioned involving me was how she is upset that im hurting so much. She feels bad that she has the feelings she has and knows how much its hurting me. There was no mention of anyone else. Well done getting the VAR in place. This is going to take some patience. If she admits to having feelings that she knows hurt you, she is feeling guilty about what she is up to.
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I have know people who had affair partners at work, who basically did not contact each other during the weekend. They don't have to, they have all week at work to be in contact. Weekend would be 'family time' as sad as that sounds, and they would avoid any contact not knowing if/when the other one would be 'unavailable' (with a spouse who may get suspicious) and not wanting to take a chance at calling and tipping anyone off.
So I would definitely continue monitoring during the work week. What unwritten describes was my H's affair. His OW was not a direct colleague - she was a client of his company. She lived in another country. They spoke to each for hours during the working week - they had phone lunches (and no doubt, phone sex) together every day, and checked in each morning and before they left for home. They did not speak to each other outside the working week because we - the unsuspecting spouses - were at home. Why would they risk getting caught? They did send sexy text messages to each other before going to bed, if they could do so without being intercepted, but they never made calls. Indeed, it was my intercepting my H in the act of texting OW that revealed the affair to me. He would never have been caught like that in our house at bedtime, because if I or the kids were around when he was going to bed, he simply did not text, and he could always hear us coming up the very creaky stairs in our house, or opening an adjoining bedroom door. However, I caught him texting when we were away from home, staying in an apartment in Paris, with no staircase and concrete floors, where he could not hear me coming. I dashed into the bedroom to retrieve my toothbrush before he settled down to sleep, and to my shock saw him texting on a workplace mobile that he told me he was only allowed to use in an emergency. Your wife is having an affair, and she has strategies in place to make sure you do not find out about it. Well, you know about it now, and it is up to you to get concrete evidence. What did she mean when she spoke to someone about about being sorry for making you feel this way? She wouldn't say that if she wasn't doing anything to make you "feel this way". She was talking about her guilt about the affair. She is having an affair! Stop fighting this fact!
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Only thing mentioned involving me was how she is upset that im hurting so much. She feels bad that she has the feelings she has and knows how much its hurting me. There was no mention of anyone else. no mention of dates or anything of that nature. I misquoted you. This is what you wrote. "She feels bad that she has the feeling she has"? She "knows how much it is hurting you"? Do you need her to spell it out in crayons? She is having an affair! What on earth would make you think that you found no evidence of an affair? What would make you ask how long you need to keep this up for, as if, now that you've found nothing, you don't need to carry on? Why are you so anxious to ignore the obvious? Don't you see how badly that will harm your marriage? She is in love with someone else and she is torn between him and you - and possibly thinking of leaving already. Where will pretending that this isn't happening get you? It will get you abandoned and eventually divorced, that's where. That can't have been the only thing she said in that phone call. Even without mention of dates, either she was talking to a friend who knows about the affair, in which case there must have been more to the conversation than this, or she was talking to OM. You must be able to work out which it was. Please be more curious!
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I checked recorders again this morning... Again nothing suspicious.. More talk about me but not much... mentioned to her friend that ive been giving her more space... also mentioned monday night i didn't come home till late, she didn'tknow where i was, and couldn't get intouch with me, she was worried about me. There was 5 calls recorder this time checked. 3 to friends, 2 to her mom. I have confirmed they are friends based on the discussions, talking about there kids or other friends, Her Mom i validated by hearing her speak of her mom coming by the house which im aware of, and also talking about her mom's boyfriend. I was only asking as to how long i do this for two reasons.. 1 the longer i do it the higher risk of getting caught... and 2... Im anxious to start a road to repair, That will take time in itself, and the longer this goes on the harder it gets for me.... I understand if its an afair, vrs not an affair there will be different methods to fix it... I just want to fix it... ;o(
IN addition... we spoke a bit about us... She emailed me the below on Monday...
"Listen, if you think I�m going through this without a feeling without being sad, angry, confused, hurt then you are crazy. But anytime I show any sign of emotion you take it the wrong way so I�ve completely shut off from showing you any emotion. If you think I don�t know you are crying every night you are crazy. If you think I can�t hear you crying you are crazy. If you think it doesn�t rip my heart out you are crazy. But it also pushes me farther and farther from you. I need a separation. I need to be alone. I need to not need you. I don�t need you the way you need me, its mismatched. I HATE hurting you, but I don�t want to hurt either. I�m sure you are going to write an email 2x as long as this one, rebutting everything I just said� please do not send it to me. I�m so sick of having everything I say rebutted and argued. It�s like what I say doesn�t even matter. "
Yesterday i asked a bit about this.. what she ment by needs to not need me? She said she wants to feel more independent.. i said i dont understand, I dont control you... she said your right, you never keep me from doing things, but make me feel bad about it.. her example was from over a year ago, she went out with my sister and came home 3 am... I was upset becausae theycame home and made a ton of noise... I said if you wake up these kids ill beat you both.. ( joking of course )... she never said a word back then, but now says it made her feel guilty for going out and having fun one night....
I also said to her, I dont need her to breath and to be happy... I want her... She said i get that.... that was really it..
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In your desperation to give up on the fact that this is an affair, and to move on to recovery steps, you've ignored our questions and dismissed what we have been telling you about the fragment of conversation you reported the other day. That can't have been the only thing she said in that phone call. Even without mention of dates, either she was talking to a friend who knows about the affair, in which case there must have been more to the conversation than this, or she was talking to OM. You must be able to work out which it was. Please be more curious!
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Not sure why you would say this... I said there was nothing out of the ordinary... Do you want the details that have nothing to do with my situation? She talked to her friends about there new puppy, and how gross it was to clean up its [censored] in the yard... She talked about getting her nails done... she talked about the weather... about the kids... There was nothing mentioned that would indicate an affair.. no hot steamy nights of sex, no emotional discussions about how a OM makes her feel, NO mention of a guys name, no responses that would indicate a friend asked about OM... It was normal talk.... I haven't dismissed ANYTHING...
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