I posted this in GQII on accident the other day. I soend most of my time on MB in there.

Greetings everyone,

I was just listening to the song "Forging Sympathy", from the album "Icon", by the band "Paradise Lost". Different lines in the song remind me of various aspects of these dark days that a lot of us are going through. Some lines remind me of all of us here at MB, WS's...BS's...the feelings we all experience in our individual situations...everything. I would like to share the lyrics with everyone. What really is saddening, is that when my WW and I were falling in love, we made out once to this whole album...for all approx. 45 minutes of it!

FORGING SYMPATHY by PARADISE LOST

A mass of breathing souls
For times are desolate
Passing judgement on my sentence
As I perceive my dying day
Give me a promise.
The word I will never hear
Sympathies forging, stalling in me

I'm closing all the doors
While my frown remains
Until I reach my golden haven
I'll let the sadness pass my way

Preaching the words of angels, to a darker side of man

My halo's fading with all the sin I deal
Have I been banished, `a forgery'

Sear, the tender feeling as my solar glow dies
And I'm waiting for my sweet hell
You'll wait for `your' hell, I wish you hell...

In time the hate corrodes
Our brains are desolate
And this prison which we serve in
Will be a witness to our pains

Preaching the words of angels, to a darker side of man

All of you caring people on MB are as angels. Your words and your advice have given me some comfort, where before I discovered MB, I had none. I just want to thank you all again...I just can't thank you all enough. I hope my WW can soon see through her fog and self-destructive behavior, and find comfort as well.