Hi everyone. I am back on the post. Just to let you all know I am thinking of all of you and praying for you. My job is going really good. I am happy there. I know that God has a lot to do with it. he gives me confidence and strength everyday. I love him dearly. I am speaking to my husband on the phone. I spoke to him the other day for an hour. I talk to him on the internet. He left me 3 emails. He still wants only to be friends. I see that God is working in him. Whatever it takes even if it has to go through a divorce. I am a committed wife and will fight for my marriage and our relationship. God does not believe in a divorce. He will get you all through it. It is only paper work. God can save a relationship even if you have to go through a divorce. Remember it takes time to work in people's hearts. A divorce is so easy these days. It only takes a year to go through. People need more time than that so that is why it is only paper work. Also my husband has been talking to a girl on the internet. She lives far away. He even talks to her on the phone. I can use your prayers in that God works in his heart and shows him the way back to his marriage. Should I be concerned? May God bless you all and give you confidence, strength and peace.<BR>Katerina

God gave us free will and that is why we lost the Garden. Each can make their own choises. Choose to be the best you can be,<BR>Your spouce may need time to be disappointed before realizing whats been misplaced.<BR>Be happy, I know that's what I hope to do.

Hi FreeSpirit,<P>Glad your job is working out. My prayers are with you.<BR>

Hi there thanks for responding back to me.I will take your advice Ric. What is going on with your situation maybe I can give you some advice. <BR>For Tigger I am happy things are going great for you. My prayers are with you.<BR>Katerina

I'm working at relocating myself. I somehow got lost along the way during our 20 years of marriage and all that was left was a basket full of anxieties and frustrations.<BR>We've been seperated for 2 1/2 months now, and although I now know that I may not have gotten as far as I have if we hadn't, I fear I may have to do this journey by myself.<BR>Trying to let go and let God as much as possible, but I need to remind myself constantly that there is a reason I'm here.<BR>Have found lots of support, but it doesn't come close to replacing you soul mate.<BR>Bye for now, all the best. God Bless.

I am sorry to hear that. All I can say is that God will give you strength and courage throughout this. Keep praying for your marriage. Sometimes God doesn't repond to your answer right away. Whatever the outcome he will not leave you alone. He will do what is best for you. Remember everyone has a freewill and God doesn't go against that. He does believe in marriage so don't give up yet. Remember your not alone. We all here have been through it. Any support or advice I can give you I will be happy to. God does carry you through hard times and remember he loves you. God bless and may he give you confidence, peace, and strength.<BR>Katerina