Hi still waiting (Monika?)

Just read a couple of your posts--your story gives me hope. Praise God for the strength and patience he has blessed you with. Could you give me more info on Oct. 31 day of fasting/prayer?

I was the WS but am seeking God's strength and patience to be the godly husband and father I should have been but my W isn't able to yet to put her heart out there for me, yet.

But I have felt so convicted that it is GOd's will for me to wait on Him and to honor my wife and cherish her (even though she left 2 months ago and even though I should have done it a lot sooner)whenever He brings her to mind. I know that God will honor that even if she never knows. I married her for life and, although I stumbled, I do love her and want her to come back (take me back).

She hasn't used the Dv word yet, but she says she's "changed" and can't put her heart
"out there" to be broken again. I understand that and I'm praying for her--not so much to come back to me--but she has never expressed a belief in Christ as Saviour and that's the most important thing in the measure of time and eternity.

And I'm working on myself , too--counseling, prayer, going back to church, reading the Harley's books (among others). It's still pretty fresh for me, though, and I do have to shake myself out of the "pity-party" syndrome a lot.

Anyway, I just wanted to say that I am in awe of the time you've spent waiting and my prayers are with you as well.

Blessings to you and yours,
Tom