on the 27th of dec I listed a post--for my marriage--and I feel so alone--I have confessed my sins to my wife--I have given my marriage to GOD--I have dove into this site ans sent her all the information I could on whyit doesn't have to end--yes I was bound by unholy ties--yes I was--but in reading the book by Sgormi Omartin on a Praying Husband--I was freed from those bonds--I still feel alone-no one to talk to--God says that if you pray believing, then you will have whatever you ask for--is this too much--someone answer me--we just talked on the phone--I have been trying to get her to talk--she doesn't want to--she doesn't want me to call or e-mail or have any contact with her at all--her heart is hard--please please to all who read this,pray that she will soften her heart to the words of GOD--she did agree to read "when a wife prays" by Stormi Omartin--Ihave to believe her--that she did not give me lip service--just to get me off the phone--I accept the fact that there need to be compensation--for what I have done--she thinks I'm "out there"--but I'm not--I have sent her a prayer everyday--by e-mail--it would be so easy to go back to the old ways--to lurking thie internet and the pron sites--but I will not break my vow to GOD to do that--please all who read this pray in agreement that Rita's heart will soften to those words, and she will keep her vows--I love her--Oh, God, you are great and merciful--I heard the anger and hurt in Rita's voice--I heard her unbelif in my words--I ask that YOU open her heart to the tools that she has before her--she agreed to read the books--she agreed to read the e-amils and articles--please OH GOD hear my plea to you that you keep her safe--that you protect her from all unholy bonds, all evil, all things that would distract her from hearing YOU--and I ask all who read this prayer to pary in agreement that she will hear this--she told me it is too late--I pray GOD the you will intercede and heal us--YOU HATE DIVORCE--I thank you GOD for hearing this plea--I thank you for the forgivness of all my shortcomings and sins--let her know somehow that YOU are in control--amen--I love Rita

Hey, Marathon. I am a FWS. I know it seems hard to believe at this point but things will get better.

Keep on praying for your wife but give her room to grieve and experience the fullness of her anger. With so many praying, eventually she will find some calm and be able to think clearly about whether she can forgive you and pursue the recovery of your M--something we all pray for on your behalf.

Good for you for severing past ties and determining not to return to your sin. It's time to ask God to work on healing your heart, replacing old habits and desires with godly focus on recovering your own spiritual life and hopefully your M. You have a lot of work to do to prove your trust and a lot of that can only be proven over time--an element that is totally out of your control.

Don't beat yourself up so much. I know what's it like--been there, done that.

I have to go. You are a bit delicate so if you feel uncomfortable, you don't have to but if you want to email, I'd like to offer--buildnewlife@yahoo.ca

Blessings to you.

Praying for you
Zoey