My AH and I have quit fighting. He doesn't want to give up OW and moved in with her. They are here in town today. He wants to see our oldest ds in treatment. I want us to go together to visit ds, but haven't got up the nerve to ask him about it. I did tell AH that everything from now on has to be a Joint Agreement not superficially given in and later harborring anger or resentment. I told him I don't know if I am able to communicate with him as long as he is with OW and even when I can also here her over the phone. He said he still wants to communicate even tho there is the OW and he chooses to be with her and not me.

He said he would call last night when he got into town, and today to make arrangements to get his stuff out of storage and see the kids.

He didn't call last night or hasn't called yet today either. I still am going to our oldest ds no matter if AH goes or not. Tomorrow ds has a pass, and after sunday school, big church, and lunch I am going to call my in-laws and let them see the kids.

I just talked to my father-in-law and he said he will not allow AH to say I can't be at their house. And AH's OW is never allowed to be at their house. AH's brother is staying away from his and my inlaws house because everyone on AH's side of family believes that it will come to blows and someone will get badly hurt (AH or both).

Dear Heavenly Father I come to you now in prayer.

Thank You Lord for my Inlaws not disowning me or our children. Please guide my footsteps and help me to hold me tongue. Please listen to my heart and keep continueing to talk and pray with me, and all of our family and other people and their families on this board. Please surround us with your hedge of loving grace and protection from all evil. Thank You for today even tho is it tough. I appreciate all you have done for my family, and even things that hurt and are extremely painful. I ask that you touch my AH and this OW and send your unconditional love to them even tho they are being wayward now.

Please help me not to dwell on the bad and enable my heart to do only your awesome work and good in my life and the children's and our family's lives.

In your precious son's name Amen.

Well AH called me and asked when we could go see ds in treatment. I asked him if we were going together. He said yes it is better than taking 2 cars (his OW's car and mine). HE asked me and I told him I would call him back when my sister and other niece gets home from shopping. My sister is going to care for our other two children during the visit.

So Here Goes.

Lord please guide me and keep me true to you in this endeaver. Please help me to say only positive things and give LBD's to AH and our ds.

In Your precious son's name, Amen.

In God's Gracious Love,

Marie