A couple of days ago H and I talked again, he felt sad and depressed. He told me that he is not happy in spite of all my efforts (PlanA) to make feel him "in love" again, he said "I don't know what you are reading but i know myself and i can assure you that that "special feeling" i used to feel for you will never come back"<P>I am devatated and feel my love bank depleted, sometimes feel that i hate him and i don't have the streght or wish to save my marrige. I only want this pain gone.<P>Please pray for me, may God's will be done and i can accept it in peace and love.<P>I am lost.

Dear Trapito,<P>Your pain just pours out over the page and strikes a part of my heart that has experienced pain as you are now going through. Check your motives for what you are doing. Are you plan Aing just because you want to keep your husband or are you plan Aing because you truly love your hubby and realize that you have failed him in certain areas and desire to make those changes? If it is the latter reason, then it doesn't at this point matter what his responses are for you are doing what you believe is right and you are encouraged to continue because he is noticing even if he is making negative responses right now.<P>Perhaps some of the boundary thread will give you support and ideas as well for continuing to take logs out of your eye and for taking back control of your life, including your feelings.<P>Father, we praise you and are honored to pray for Trapito this morning, knowing that you care about every hair on her head, that nothing going on in her life is out of your sight. Father, comfort her this morning and give her your strength to continue to battle the war for her marriage, continue to help her keep her eyes on the goal and not the daily drugery of the path, knowing tht rocks often fall in our path and nothing can keep us from willfully continuing to follow your leading in our lives. Encourage her this morning, let her see this day in a new light knowing she is never alone or separated from your love if she has chosen you to be her God. Refresh her as the morning dew moistens the grasses. Give her your wisdom and insight into herself and her behaviors. Heal the hurts from this marriage and let this man see his wife in a new way today. Heal his wounds as well, Father and put in a new love in his heart for Trapito. IJN, Amen.

Dear Lord, I lift up trapito to you, asking for Your intervention in her life, and her marriage. Father, this dear child of yours is hurting, please send the Holy Spirit to her, comforting her, bringing her peace. Father I pray that her husband's heart will be softened towards her, and he will understand that the love his wife needs must come from You. Lord, I pray that You will fill her husband to overflowing with a deep love for his wife. Thank You Lord, for restoring this marriage. Help Trapito, Father to continue to grow closer to You, leaning on You for all things. Thank You Lord for your unending love for us. IJN AMEN

Amen, amen, amen<P>Thanks for your support and advice, i will check inside and find out the reasons of why i am trying to save my marriage.