I HAD MY AFFAIR A COUPLE OF MONTHS AGO AND EVEN THOUGH IT DIDNT LAST LONG, THAT WAS TOO LONG. I KNOW WHAT I DID WAS WRONG AND I KNOW THAT I AM GOING TO BE JUDGED ON JUDGEMENT DAY. I HAVE PUT MY THOUGHTS, MY MARRIAGE INTO GODS HANDS AND I AM HOPING EVERYTHING WILL BE OK. I KNOW THAT IT IS GOING TO TAKE A LONG TIME, BUT HE IS WORTH THE WAIT. I AM STUPID FOR TAKING SO LONG TO REALIZE IT. WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 4YRS. LAST NIGHT WAS THE BEST 8HRS OF MY LIFE. MY H AND I MADE LOVE FOR THE FIRST TIME. WE HAD ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT WE HAD BEFORE, BUT OUR MINDS WAS CHANGED LAST NIGHT. I HAVE NEVER FELT MORE LOVE FROM SOMEONE IN SUCH A LONG TIME, AND I AM THANKFUL THAT I TOLD MY H ABOUT THE AFFAIR, CAUSE NOW OUR MARRIAGE IS STRONGER THAN IT WAS BEFORE AND FILLED WITH MORE LOVE AND RESPECT. THAT IS THE ONLY GOOD THING THAT REALLY COMES OUT OF AN AFFAIR. I REALLY DIDNT BELIEVE MY SIGNATURE UNTIL I PUT MY PROBLEMS AND MY MARRIAGE INTO GODS HANDS. HE IS WONDERFUL, YOU SHOULD TRY IT!!!!! THANKS FOR LISTENING.<P>------------------<BR>If you dont have God in your life, you dont have a life at all.

Razzha<BR>You will not be judged if you have trusted Christ as your saviour. He took care of that 2k years ago. That's what Easter is all about. see John 3:3

Razzha<BR>You will not be judged if you have trusted Christ as your saviour. He took care of that 2k years ago. That's what Easter is all about. see John 3:3<BR> My W had an EA back in 9/99, it too has given us the wake up call we needed, our marriage is better, but I fight with mental triggers frequently. <BR>hang in there<P>------------------<BR>jnvc

Thank you jnvc. That really means alot to me. Me and my H are working things out. Sunday was the best day we have ever had together in the four yrs we have been married. I do believe that God came inside me and really opened my heart up and I gave my heart and soul to my H and it was the best feeling of my life. I have never opened up like that, I wouldnt let anyone get to me.<BR>Pray for me and my H. Thanks again<P>------------------<BR>If you dont have God in your life, you dont have a life at all.

Lord God, I just pray for Razzha and her husband, and I thank you that you are present in her life and her marriage.<P>I ask you to continue to reveal truth and more love, in the measure that she can receive and then some, that her cup would overflow for her husband. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Hi Razzha<P>At least you know what you did was wrong. I am a betrayed W and am feeling a lot of hurt,etc right now but I think the fact that you are rependant is enough for your wife to go on the journey of forgiveness.<P>hang on in there and God bless you both<P>Gabrielle

Sorry Razzha I meant your husband<BR>I am new to this board so please forgive me.<P>Gsbrielle

Thank you Trustntruth for that prayer. My H and I are getting closer everyday. I am so thankful for that. If there is anything I can do for you just let me know.<P>------------------<BR>If you dont have God in your life, you dont have a life at all.