<P>Eliz, December 8,<BR>1999<BR> Remember when I talked to you on the phone last? I told you that he<BR>uses <BR>you for fuel. In that sense, I mean he thrives off of you wanting to<BR>talk to <BR>him. You checking to make sure he's alright, shows that you care. He<BR>wants to <BR>feel that, so the more you show it, the more he's gonna be a [censored] to<BR>you so <BR>you'll keep coming back to make sure he's ok. Trust me, I always know<BR>he's <BR>ok. Whether he's talking to me, writing me, or even talking to his<BR>land-lady <BR>(my ex-land-lady). I always know what he's done or plans on doing. And<BR>let me <BR>assure you, he's NOT on drugs. Also, you do need to know that he's<BR>going to <BR>tell you ANYTHING and EVERYTHING to get you concerned about him. Don't<BR>take <BR>what he says to heart. He WAS after me, and he still is. We've<BR>discussed it, <BR>and to be honest, aside my friendship with you, he and I would probably<BR>be <BR>together to this day if it wasn't for me moving here. And I'm glad I<BR>did. It <BR>showed me that he and I weren't meant for each other, and if I hadn't<BR>moved <BR>here, you and I probably never would've worked out our differences, let<BR>alone <BR>became friends. But I just want to assure you, HE'S ACTING!!! He's<BR>PRETENDING <BR>to have used me. He's PRETENDING to not want you around. And he's<BR>PRETENDING <BR>to be someone who needs friends. He just needs to be by himself. I<BR>don't even <BR>call him, just for this reason. I've called him ONCE because I needed<BR>some <BR>financial advice. Other than that, he calls me, just about as often as<BR>you <BR>do. So, PLEASE, take what I'm saying to heart, and understand that if<BR>you <BR>pretend to ignore him, he'll come to you. Not for a relationship, but<BR>as a <BR>life-long friend that you two have always been. <BR>P.S. I do care about you, Eliz.<BR>I think I got an apt. Don't hurt yourself like<BR>this.<BR>I found out today!! ) Amanda<P><BR>Eliz, December 8,<BR>1999<BR> Remember when I talked to you on the phone last? I told you that he<BR>uses <BR>you for fuel. In that sense, I mean he thrives off of you wanting to<BR>talk to <BR>him. You checking to make sure he's alright, shows that you care. He<BR>wants to <BR>feel that, so the more you show it, the more he's gonna be a [censored] to<BR>you so <BR>you'll keep coming back to make sure he's ok. Trust me, I always know<BR>he's <BR>ok. Whether he's talking to me, writing me, or even talking to his<BR>land-lady <BR>(my ex-land-lady). I always know what he's done or plans on doing. And<BR>let me <BR>assure you, he's NOT on drugs. Also, you do need to know that he's<BR>going to <BR>tell you ANYTHING and EVERYTHING to get you concerned about him. Don't<BR>take <BR>what he says to heart. He WAS after me, and he still is. We've<BR>discussed it, <BR>and to be honest, aside my friendship with you, he and I would probably<BR>be <BR>together to this day if it wasn't for me moving here. And I'm glad I<BR>did. It <BR>showed me that he and I weren't meant for each other, and if I hadn't<BR>moved <BR>here, you and I probably never would've worked out our differences, let<BR>alone <BR>became friends. But I just want to assure you, HE'S ACTING!!! He's<BR>PRETENDING <BR>to have used me. He's PRETENDING to not want you around. And he's<BR>PRETENDING <BR>to be someone who needs friends. He just needs to be by himself. I<BR>don't even <BR>call him, just for this reason. I've called him ONCE because I needed<BR>some <BR>financial advice. Other than that, he calls me, just about as often as<BR>you <BR>do. So, PLEASE, take what I'm saying to heart, and understand that if<BR>you <BR>pretend to ignore him, he'll come to you. Not for a relationship, but<BR>as a <BR>life-long friend that you two have always been. <BR>P.S. I do care about you, Eliz.<BR>I think I got an apt. Don't hurt yourself like<BR>this.<BR>I found out today!! ) Amanda<P><BR>